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Safia** Safia**


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Money beacon  IV



Safia**



 Safia**, 2026



ISBN 978-5-0070-4800-2

     Ridero


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The book Money Beacon is chronologically based on real time, written in two languages, reveals the importance of everyday life, and is written in the form of a dialogue, easy to understand. It is useful for learning Russian and English as a foreign language and broadens ones overall worldview through the everydayness of things.

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Reading this book helps one understand the deep processes of human life, grasp true values, and explore the issue of money in the context of one persons life. The differences in languages help to gain a deeper understanding of meanings and discover new vocabulary, cultural and semantic differences between existing languages. The book is based on the richness of the great and mighty Russian language and covers all eons.




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Sunday


29.03.2026

Russia  MORNING 06.21 am



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Morning. Soul looked at the alarm clock and saw the numbers.

She remembered that this was exactly the time She wanted to get up yesterday. Her Body slowly continued to awaken

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Head recalled yesterdays numbers and todays to-do list. Her Body began to emit subtle vibrations. A calm sensation swept over her, like after a rainstorm.

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At the same time, the ears heard a roar in the sky from a flying airplane.

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World spoke. Soul recognized Worlds speech instantly. It was an auditory image of danger and news of death.

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I understand its a figurative image,  Mind thought,  Well, Im saying that things arent as calm as she feels, why is it so illogical again?  Mind continued grumbling, listening to what was happening around him.

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Well, why isnt it logical?! It seems obvious to me that She woke up and felt everything that was happening in the World overnight. Soul was working, and now echoes of those processes are echoing within her. And the calmer she is inside, the more Soul worked to pacify the chaos of this World,  disgrantled Sarcasm woke up.

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Its wierd, I thought the opposite: a state of calm means that everything is good in the World, Mind was surprised.

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No. Dont you remember who She is? The more restless the world outside, the calmer She is inside. Have you forgotten that she brings balance to this world?! -Sarcasm began to get angry.  Her state of calmness isnt relaxation like everyone elses, but tension. Her calmnes is the result of inner work.

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How can I understand in what cases everything is going well for Her? Mind persisted.

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Youll be turned off and shell only have sensations, Sarcasm joked maliciously.

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Ah, I dont want to be switched off. That would be death, and you said She cant die until She does what needs to be done,  Mind muttered in fear.

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Well, she wont die, questions to you. If you dont get your act together, shell switch you off. Believe me, she can. Sarcasm said regretfully.

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Im vital Im needed How without me?!  Mind began to panic with fear.

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Look at yourself now. See?! Thats exactly why She might say goodbye to you, you are like hysterical woman. Her condition is more important to Her, Sarcasm replied measuredly.

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Okay, what do you want from me? Im ready to switch off myself if Im in the way, blurted out Mind, with the behavioral traits of imitating vigorous activity, when he expect praise, when actions and words are spoken only to notify about them.

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Well, please do just that But genuinely, you should make an effort and turn off the entire stream of negative thoughts, doubts, and insecurities in her head. You can be really dim at times, but you can do it, Sarcasm replied.

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Lets say, agreed Mind, becoming imperturbably serious, but for such cases I need to keep a beacon in my head, some kind of thought. What kind?

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NNŻ.  Supreme Reason answered with thunder.

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How so?  Mind was taken aback by the paradoxical answer.

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Your job is to extinguish and burn away thoughts that contradict what Soul desires. Mercilessly burn away all her thoughts with low-frequency dirt that might cling to her,  Sarcasm explained.

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 be honest I dont know how to do that,  Mind was confused.

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Dont you remember the money meditation she did at the beginning of the month, March 5, 2026? Remember? There, you instinctively began to burn the contradiction in her head, and it became possible to get closer to the money. So, it clear that you have such a function, as do all people on this planet, Sarcasm replied.

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And Body has a physical function to burn non-frequencies within it in order to maintain balance,  Mind guessed, remembering the fire roaming through the veins of Soul in the mornings.

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Yes, on condition that the human body is clean, it has such a function, Sarcasm clarified.

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The sun lit up the room and began to bathe Soul in its rays.

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Mind considered the Worlds answer through the image of the sun, thus it gave approval to everything it heard in the conversation, welcoming the beginning of a new life 24/7.

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Well, thats great, thats what we agreed on, said Sarcasm, watching as the captivated Mind figured out how to burn away contradictions.

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I  Monday


30.03.2026

Russia  MORNING07.47am



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Morning. Body took a long time to wake up. Body was hot. Head was on fire. There was a palpable, heavy energy clot in the chest. Soul recalled fragments of a dream, all related to food.

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Suddenly, Body forced himself to get up, drink some water and change location in the house away from the suns rays so that he could cool down.

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The head was recallecting yesterday. Woman messed up her diet a bit, allowing herself some variety of food and a little experimentation with spices

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I give up. Im tired. I cant take it anymore. I dont know what to feed Her Body properly, Mind complained.

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You cant give up. Over the past 25 years, you should have figured out this damn way of eating and understood the conditions under which the body feels comfortable. She already feels sick inside, and now this! Sarcasm started getting angry.

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I dont know what to feed Her. She cant eat half the food anymore. Any experiments shut down Her Body for half a day, and She sleeps until the Body burns all negative energy of food out inside and is completely restored. Help! I have no one to solve this with, Um began screaming hysterically.

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Well, lets think logically. She is in the body of an ordinary person, but shes more of an energy substance. Her diet MUST be different; there is a different concept of normal in food for her. Come on! We cant go on like this, Sarcasm replied, looking at the exhausted Souls Body.

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Mind began frantically typing the word energy substance into the internet to better understand its meaning.

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Soul recalled a dream; there were two of them. The first: she was in the bathroom, talking to her mother, who said, Youre a good girl, you ate so obediently The second: Soul was in the kitchen, trying to cook, and there was a man there who asked if she had enough ingredients and started cooking without waiting for an answer. Soul was dissatisfied; she never responded. She felt that the one she saw in the dream was happy that he was taking up her TIME.

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Well, very interesting dreams Id like an interpretation. I already said I dont understand. I realized that She is connected to life energy, but I have no idea how to help Her Body. I tried to talk to Her Body. Body responds, but I dont understand the language, it only growls, itches, and tingles. Mind was speaking with indignance.

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The womans head recalled memory fragments of her childhood. She ate everything her mother gave her. Refusing was pointless. Her mother belonged to a generation of children whose parents had lived through the war, where hunger wasnt a fairy tale but a harsh reality. Refusals or attempts to say something wasnt to her liking were simply ignored, and sometimes taken as insults, forcing the child to eat whatever was offered.

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Okay, Im beginning to understand and then she didnt know what she liked, which means she didnt understand what food was good for her. Children know this instinctively. And now that shes an adult, weve been trying for a long time to figure out what she can and cant eat Mind mused.

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Okay, lets start with what we have The body doesnt digest meat well. Remember, about 15 years ago, she didnt eat meat for five years, then the body ended up in the hospital and it turned out she had a vitamin D deficiency. She has type A positive blood, and thats a blood characteristic that lacks A and B antigens on the surface of red blood cells. In short, she needs to eat meat. Remember, she lives in the north, where theres no proper sun for nine months. And she cant take vitamins as a substitute. The body cant handle chemicals, Sarcasm reasoned.

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So what should I do? Will you talk today? For crying out loud! How long can You remain silent? Mind asked the Soul.

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Dont yell at Her! Cant you see? Shes thinking! Sarcasm muttered.

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Soul looked sadly at her friends and turned to the Supreme Reason:

What should I do? What should I feed my charge? Her body cant handle the energies because shes not getting the right nutrition?

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Supreme Reason took a long time to find the words to explain to Soul with the help of image:

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You are that which produces energy. A perfect energy generator. A machine within the human body. A machine requires maintenance. Fuel is added to it, and it moves. If there is no fuel, it does not move. If a machine stands still for too long, it breaks down and collapses on its own, Supreme Reason replied.

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Ah, I see, so her diet is movement and food, not just food. But I still cant understand why Body sometimes, out of the blue, does exercises, or dances, or does crazy yoga. Everyone elses yoga is normal and calm, hers is I dont even know what to call it Mind began to understand.

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Well, thats right, she is the source of life, she must move, it is part of her nutrition, not entertainment, Sarcasm concluded.

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So, what should we do about the fact that during the day she gets knocked out by food, but if she doesnt eat, she has zero energy What should we do about this? Um continued with a series of questions to get to the bottom of it.

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Remember, when She eats after morning exercises, one hour a day, then Body feels OK, Sarcasm replied.

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In this case I dont feel OK, grumbled Mind, nobody lives like this. Im tired of explaining to everyone that She doesnt want to eat or cant eat whats offered. Everyone shies away from her like she a leper, looking askance because Shes not like everyone else. And these smells all around are becoming pungent

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Well, pull yourself together. You can do it, I know. Yes, it wont be easy for you. But youre strong, thats why she has you, and not just anyone. You can see that she cant live like this anymore. Find her a food list for your peace of mind, and let the Body eat one hour a day after morning exercises, Sarcasm soothed Mind by reasoning.

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And what should I tell people when they invite her to the table or treat her? And how will she go to visit if they suddenly invite her? Mind did not relent.

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Well, youll either try to time it or refuse. Understand that everything unnecessary and superfluous wastes time, just like in Her dream. You dont like it when your time is wasted, do you? Just say it, nows not the time, and thats it, Sarcasm explained to the despairing Mind.

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Mind realized that time truly cannot be wasted, that excess in life takes up not only time but also money. It accepted all the consequences, considering all the possible outcomes of this lifestyle, and set a beacon in the head: NOW IS NOT THE TIME for all such kind of situations. This was the answer to all the excess that subsequently brings deprivation into a persons life.

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Body obediently began to prepare for physical exertion, Head planned the menu for an hour for Soul. Mind was calm. The 24 hours began their countup.




II  Tuesday


31.03.2026

Russia  MORNING 08.44 am



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Morning. Echoes of fire coursed through the veins of Soul. With each passing day, the sensations became more and more habitual.

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Soul had finally awakened, analyzing the dream. Someone from a past life, someone she had known for a long time, had returned and was living life with her again.

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Soul remembered that when she woke up after such dreams, she was overwhelmed with horror that something in her life had been lived incorrectly and could return.

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So what? As soon as that person comes back, hell turn around, exactly using the same way, Sarcasm noted.

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Quite so. I definitely wont let anyone who hurt her return to her reality, Mind added.

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Im 109% sure of that. But that doesnt rule out the possibility of a meeting taking place, Soul replied.

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There is no way back, answered Supreme Reason.

    

This is what troubled Soul

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This has its advantages,  Mind reassured Soul,  People whom you will not see and who are not nearby will not be able to tell you anything.

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Well, I dont agree with in this point. If they pay, they can, Sarcasm answered thoughtfully.

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Is it really possible to buy or sell a soul? Mind began to reason. Honestly, looking at our World now, it seems that it is possible

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The SOUL, as well as the WILL, belong to GOD; no one can sell or buy what they do not have, Supreme Reason answered thunderously.

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But what about all these contractual relationships that involve money? It looks from aside as if its possible", Mind persisted.

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Well, its simple here, any mortal has the right to rip up the contract, since it was drawn up at YOUR level, Sarcasm couldnt help quiping.

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Enough! Who jokes like that!? Jokes are supposed to be kind and light, but yours require constant thinking. And yes, Im not stupid, Im just tired of thinking, I want to relax, and here you are! Mind was indignant.

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Thats right! Thats why Im here, so you dont relax, otherwise youll go completely stupid! Sarcasm replied, not calmly.

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Soul listened to her friends and considered everyones responses. She listened to sensations and memories. It turns out that no one can touch the soul if she doesnt want to, but anyone can pay for addressing for a soul if she creates the opportunity. And she will feel this touch Just like with letters when people write to her letters, she reads them and feels whats written as herself

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God, lets just not remember those who get high on swearing and deliberately pour dirt out of themselves, the Mind stopped the Soul from her process of remembering that feelings of heavy, energy dirt.

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They cant touch her until she responds to their letter or writes to them herself. And what a person wrote or said to Soul something doesnt guarantee that he/she will get respond from her. She is a pure manifestation of Gods WILL. Soul can listen, move, watch, speak and answer...again, if she wants to.  Sarcasm intervened.

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Yes, there are those who pay many lives just to have the opportunity to say even just something to her, Reason answered regretfully, remembering different situations with peope.

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And what to do with those whom she wants to see herself Mind asked.

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Do you mean she has to pay for it  Sarcasm started laughing hysterically.  She doesnt have to pay anything, her will equals to the will of God has been paid for from above.

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So, God finances her? Mind didnt understand.

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Hmm, how can we destinguish the difference between Gods money and Minds money? Sarcasm suddenly asked.

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Randome segments of code that have grouped together to form unexpected protocols  a phrase from the film I, Robot, directed by Alex Proyas, which Soul recently watched in the original languade, slowly floated through her head.

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Hello, weve arrived, now her head has come up with the idea of working in two languages. Do you want me to kick the bucket.  Mind turned hysterical.

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Will you please shut up, you know the English, just translate, turn off your egoism, even for a couple of seconds, look, shes interpreting the answer that comes from the figurative sense. Quiet! Sarcasm hissed.

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Mind began frantically searching for a fragment from the film.

God, the most stupid fantasy Ive ever watched how could She remember lines from it? grumbled Mind.

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No, hell finish me off Sarcasm murmured desperately, turning his thoughts to Supreme Reason, but answering to Mind, just because you dont understand something from the first time doesnt mean theres no sense.

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Everything that has in the signature of life Chance, Incident, Contingency It just happened that way, It just came together that way  all this is Gods signature on the invisible document of life, including in the context of money, answered Supreme Reason.

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Can Soul ask God to let things happen? Sarcasm suddenly asked.

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Yes, if she clearly knows what she wants, only then she has the power to let chance happen, answered Supreme Reason.

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And what is the right way to ask for, oh, I meant to say money pardon me chances, what is the right way to ask for a chance? Mind wondered, getting ready to write everything down on imaginary paper.

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TO KNOW that chance is definitely happening on the map of reality and everything is working out the way God wants it to, answered Supreme Reason.

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Somehow this doesnt look much like a prayer, well, okay but I actually know them I could use them but its not quite the same whats the difference, I dont understand Mind tried to fit the answer into the head.

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Prayer is a special frequency that can help Soul tune into her stellar home, which she carries within herself; it does not in any way affect the fulfillment of desires Supreme Reason answered.

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Okay, how should I proceed so that her ward gets money, so that the chances happen? I understand everything, but I need specifics, Mind tried to clarify, not giving up on his desire to help the person.

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Help Soul tune into the frequency of her stellar home, help the person take action and take care of the Body, Supreme Reason answered

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Well, I can do that. But what should I do if everything doesnt go according to plan and looks like complete chaos?  asked Mind.

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Rejoice. This is Randome segments of code ' in action. Just seize the moment, Sarcasm replied.

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O-key, and in my head, what should I turn on as a BEACON? asked Mind tired.

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In humans heads imagination, a car drove by, reminiscent of all the emergency services at once.

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I AM SAFE. THE WORLD CARES FOR US, replied Supreme Reason.



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III  Wednesday


01.04.2026

Russia  MORNING 07.50. am



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Body spent a long time analyzing itself in life field. Surprisingly, the head felt no discomfort, despite a 23-hour break without water and food. The body had become accustomed to operating in a preset mode, as if on autopilot.

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Soul tried to reconcile the morning dream and yesterdays reality. And at first glance, they didnt seem to fit together in meaning.

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Come on, what did she see? Dream should help. Im already used to illogicality Mind woke up.

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The dream was about a violation of age boundaries, where Soul is suddenly addressed as You (in the Russian language the are two forms of addresing to a person one is Ty "-you -familiar style and second is Vy  you  respectful tone of speech) and she immediately stops the addresser, when she stops him, that person feels that he has done something wrong

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Well, whats wrong with that? It seems to me, on the contrary, its nice when people address you as younger than you are, Mind began to reflect.

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Yes, if this is not derogatory familiarity, Sarcasm noted.

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Well, in her profession, she encounters this sometimes and stops those who get too cocky immediately. A teachers status requires avoiding familiarity and respecting the boundaries of whats acceptable in communication. Without subordination, the learning process is impossible, Mind replied.

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Okay, lets say it was just such a dream, but in reality, the day before it happened, she was working with her book, the one about how to quit smoking and whats wrong? Sarcasm recalled.

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Well, there are a lot of questions, she sent the book for moderation about 2 weeks ago and only yesterday it turned out that the cover is not suitable, and promotes smoking, Mind began to recall.

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Well, yes, a hand snubbing out a cigarette is an image that means  Enough! Its time to stop! They dont seem to understand anything there they dont even give people a chance to think, Sarcasm began to rebel.

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Well, well, thats how it is, a person is by force entrusted with a feeling of unsertainty and offered services, well, basically, as I understand it it would be something from the sphere of the artificial intelligence, or real hand of unknown person, answered Mind, remembering all the letters that Soul received from the editorial office.

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Well, yes, the cover was drawn by a dear person, close to her heart, and it reflected the essence that they both saw Sarcasm answered.

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Hmm. There it is! Will in action She still left the drawing, created by the hand of this talented person, whom she later asked to remove the drawn hand with a cigarette from the cover and leave only the smoldering ember, which now looks more like drops of blood and subtle fume comes from it, recalled Mind.

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Oh well, its their own fault that nothing makes sense anymore. Theres no point in banning everything indiscriminately, Sarcasm muttered.

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Soul listened to her friends and understood that she was doing everything right. Initially, doubts had assailed her, but if compared it to the dream, she had set boundaries for herself and respected those that exist in the World now. Human creativity is important; She saw fragments of the future where it is vital. Humans Art has living vibrations; human creation is not perfectly beautiful like nature, and THAT is what makes it attractive.

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Yeah, situations like that really throw you off track, and again, the books release date changed I remember she didnt want to let me do the translation into English because of all this Mind recalled sadly.

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Oh. Come on, you like to laze around! Sarcasm finally woke up.

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Not when shes sad When shes sad, I cant force myself to take action, I start thinking about how to help her, Mind tried to explain. What should I do in situations like this, what should I hang like a BEACON in my head?

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Nothing. Switch to the Body. Let her eyes see beauty, turn on the music. Soul loves it. Dont disturb her, she works, even when she is sad, Supreme Mind replied.

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Its easy for You to say, You see everything, You know everything, but what should I do, time is ticking Do You understand!? Tick-tock! Tick-tock! Im tired of something being slowed her down, but she need to move faster because people are bad without her and she should have been somewhere else next to them a long time ago, but she cant. What am I supposed to think about this?!  Mind threw a tantrum.

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EVERYTHING IS WORKING OUT THE WAY IT SHOULD, thundered Supreme Reason.

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Mind obeyed. Sarcasm fell silent. Body began to plan the menu for one hour and prepare for the workout. Soul was attuned to a new life within 24 hours.



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IV  Thursday


2.04.2026

Russia  MORNING 06.23am



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Morning. Soul listened to the body for a long time, capturing sensations. The house gently awakened the consciousness with sounds.

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At some point, Mind finally woke up to the onslaught of thoughts. He tried his best to stem the barrage of negativity so that Body would remain normal.

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So, what are you doing? Youve been working since morning, havent you?! Why are you so busy at the crack of dawn? What happened? imperturbable Sarcasm woke up.

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What?! Dont you see?! Thoughts about the future! Why does she need such a function? Why does she see it?! Mind grumbled hysterically.

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Well, whats wrong about that?! You know about this ability. Just accept it as fact, Sarcasm replied measuredly.

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I might have accepted it if her present and future lives hadnt overlapped. Look! it turns out Im sorting out what she has now. And along with her, Im seeing something distant, which is her new life. And believe me, what I see isnt a rosy rainbow; theres so much contradiction there that I cant even put it into words, Mind continued to get edgy.

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And you decided to express it with hysteria, good job. Here, take a pie from the shelf. Sarcasm tried with all his might to remain unperturbed, preserving the calm of Soul.

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Soul listened to her friends and didnt know how to help Mind. She saw the future, She saw it from her final point of existence in this world, which illuminated her path. Pictures of the future unfolded gradually, along the path of life, answers came, and the picture became clearer. On the map of events, there were moments that she knew would happen, but she didnt know how.

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I repeat? Why does she need such a function? Shes already hypersensitive to everything that happens around. Shes forced to bring order from a chaotic state. Accepted. Why she needs to see future? Mind couldnt calm down.

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And how do you think a person will live? He/she must have the inner goal to which he/she will strive, Sarcasm replied.

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Okay. Lets say. But what should I do?! I see the end of her life with her. No one knows how he will go away, but she knows, and I know it with her. The horror for me is that this isnt her current life, but the one that will come next. How can anyone die while still alive and start a new one? Ive never encountered anything like this Im scared. Mind couldnt calm down.

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Well, youll see how it is. Have you forgotten?! Shes a being of light. Shes done that billions and billions of times in the fractal. She knows how to operate. Its none of your concern, Sarcasm replied.

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Have you forgotten?! EVERYTHING IS WORKING OUT THE WAY IT SHOULD. She needs to live through this period and gain experience! Sarcasm began to get irritated.

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Why does she need this experience?! Mind was nervous.

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Why? For the next life. Obviously, she needs to experience hardship to the fullest in this one Sarcasm replied.

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Why?! Why experience this?! Its not pleasant. Its painful. Its disturbing.  Why?  asked Mind.

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The lines from Rihannas song Umbrella floated through head: "...Because when the sun shine, we shine together The melody stopped and there was silence, broken Supreme Reason.

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"...because to have the ability to refuse and to say calmly and in cool blood No, when at the same time you feel the fire of raging pain, Supreme Reason intervened.

              

And to achieve this ability one has to lose a lot  Mind could not comprehend the scale of the answer.

     ,    , , , , 

mages from life flashed through the head, where a person lost loved ones, work, relationships, status, re

, , .  .                ,     ,           . ,    ?    ?   .

Thats it, thats it, enough. I get it. And now shes fearless, and at first glance, shes seemingly indifferent and calm about it, even if she suddenly has to lose something from that list again A kind of immunity to internal pain. So, what about the money? Shes suffering deprivation why? Mind wondered.

,                 .       , ,          ,         .      ,   -             ,        ,              ,   .

Obviously, to learn to feel their absence and not attach great significance to them in the context of the general definition of the verb to live. For Soul, this feeling of abcence should become a heavy, oppressive, unbearable sensation of the bitterness of the entire worlds suffering, akin to the feeling of losing loved ones, where the pain becomes hard with each passing. Where everyone has their own pain threshold of the departed loved ones, which at some point breaks under the weight of too many, and at that moment the person stops feeling pain Pain organically becomes part of Souls consciousness and body. It is felt permanently, and still LIFE GOES ON, and this becomes normal state, answered Reason.

   ,        ,      ,   ,       .       腻   .

It means that Soul must learn to get used to the pain of loss for it and it should become a kind of norm And now, as I understand it, its simply moneys turn. in her list of deprivation. This is how she gets current life experience Mind reasoned.

-,  , ,    ,   .

Well, not sweet but it is, what it is, Sarcasm concluded.

      ,  ,      .

Soul felt how Mind calmed down and became sad, remembering all who had left the life of her ward.

  ,         ㅻ     .

I understand that her next life will be very much connected with an excess of money Mind unexpectedly logically suggested.

,           .

Yes, Sarcasm replied, and she needs to be prepared for that.

      ,      ?   .

And what will the new experience be about then, as she understands everything about money? Mind was curious.

.   ,    .

Time, thundered Reason, everything has its time.

. .      ,    ?  24 .  . .     ,   ,   . .           ߻.   ,    ,   ,     .   .

Okay. Good, Mind calmly came to his senses. What do we have? We have 24 hours. We live. Uh-huh. One day equals one life, so lets not get too worked up about tommorow beforehand. Okay. And in all the financial hardships, the beacon LIFE GOES ON works, Mind muttered. Thats good, thats clear, one could have just said it right away. Now everything is purely clear.

  .   .   ,   .

The sun lit up the room. Soul greeted time. Body began to move in anticipation of a new life.



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V  Friday


03.04.2026

Russia  MORNING 06.31 am



.     .    .      ,         .

Morning. Body was reluctant to wake up. The hand obediently turned off the alarm. It was one of those brief periods when Soul didnt rush anywhere with the first rays of the sun.

   .       .    ,        , ,  .   ,     ,       .    ,         .

The head recalled yesterday. At first glance, nothing special had happened. It had been a quiet day, when the Souls charge had simply done what she did at her own pace. She had written a book, spoken with edititial office through the phone, completed routine chores, and allowed herself a stroll. She was on vacation, but she couldnt afford to go anywhere.

   ,    . ,  24      ,            ,      ,          ,     - ,    .

From the outside, it might seem like everything was going perfectly well. However, Mind was working nonstop for 24 hours, keeping the womans mind free from any thoughts of anxiety about the approaching, troubling period, which she didnt know how to survive, didnt know exactly what would happen, and simply listened to the Minds beacons, which periodically played something for her to keep her calm.

  ,      ?    - , ,              ,     .

Dont you think shell lose her cool like that? Sarcasm suddenly woke up. It is said that stress is good for a person to start taking action and get out of the HOLE hes dug yourself into.

     rabbit hole       ,      ,      ,        hole  pit,        .

The phrase rabbit hole from the brilliant fairy tale Alice in Wonderland slowly floated through the head. It was written by the English mathematician Charles Lutwidge Dodgson, who wrote under the pseudonym Lewis Carroll, when she was trying to figure out the difference between the words hole and pit, which both mean pit in Russian.

   ,     ,    ,   ,    ,   ,    ,      24 ,     ,   .

Not in her case, she lives in constant stress, Mind answered matter-of-factly, not attaching any importance to the image that floated through the head, and then, you told me that she shouldnt think for farther than 24 hours in the time line, and thats what I try to do, how I can please each of you

,      ,       .   .

yeah, learned helplessness exists and learned stress is probably not a fairy tale from the Vienna Woods (in Russiaan this phrase means lie, untruth fiction) either, Sarcasm suggested.

 ,             .

Are you saying that stress is this persons comfort zone? Mind asked, confused.

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Well, yes, Id say its a bad habit, Sarcasm replied.

,  ,      ,     ,       ,    ,  .

Well, she lives, she has one problem after another, what do you want from her, no one except her solves them for her, this is probably a logical state, Mind replied.

   ,     , ,         .    ,  ,   ,    ,    ..

Dont you think she creates for herself what she then overcomes, and it just sits there. (.   ) Like a squirrel in a wheel, like a merry-go-roundl that makes you feel sick, only not in action, but in a state of stress

    ?          .   ,         .

What can I do? I certainly dont know how to get her off the wheel. It doesnt stop unless she stops, Mind suggested.

  ,    ,  .         ,      ?   .

Lets think logically: a person is used to stress, its an addiction. As strange as it may sound, dopamine addiction  what should you do if youre addicted to dopamine? asked Sarcasm.

  ꅻ     .

We need to remove the source Mind answered automatically.

,           .

Well, what is her source of stress? Sarcasm continued his thoughts.

      ,     ? "   ,    .

At the moment, money...are you completely out of your mind? How can I remove money?  Mind screamed, as if hed stepped on a sore spot.

  ,       ,        ,   .   .

You cant remove money, its part of the wheel and you cant stop the wheel, even if she leaves the wheel there will be other wheels where there is money, answered Supreme Reason.

,      养   .

Well, then we need to change our attitude towards them Sarcasm suggested.

      .   .

And what is her attitude towards them Mind was puzzled.

  ,       ,                 ,     ,      I love people. (a.   )

The head recalled a picture of how Soul lives life in the form of a human (woman), where an illogical situation arose and she happened to talk on the phone with a famous basketball player and remembered the phrase that he repeated like a mantra, he said every other word I LOVE PEOPLE.

, ,  ,    ,   .         ?

Well, thank you, my dear, Sarcasm thanked Soul for the meaningful image. Can your charge say like that about people?

    ,     , ,  .     ,      ,       ,         ,     .   .

What do you mean, she loves them well, no. Not exactly. She loves children, I would say, up to a certain age. As soon as she sees them as adults who behave like poorly brought up children, the whole process, how can I put it slows down, replied Mind.

,    .      .         , ,   ,   腻   .

Well, theres the answer. She needs to change the way she treats people. Some people act like children for the rest of their lives, it is great chance to love them by admitting a childich nature in a grown up, Sarcasm replied.

?!   ,          ,     ,     ,  , , ,   ,        ,   腻

How?! If she understands that finally they havent learned anything Mind was confused, recalling images of adults, who behave like children  taking offense, blaming, manipulating, trying to gain approval, and sometimes naively expecting her to feel envious, showing her different things

, ?!   ,   ,  ,        .        .

Are you serious?! ...Things?! Sarcasm burst out laughing, choking with laughter. Well, her charges strong Soul programming is kicking in here. Soul is least interested in material things in this life.

             -        ,         ,   , ,     ,          ,         腻    .

This is also not very good news for me, then I might strive for something with the help of things or status or relationships but she doesnt care about all this and its hard for me. Things, status, relationships  all connected about money, perhaps then her charge would not have money questions  Mind said sadly.

, ,   -   ,         .     .   ,          .

Well, everything you listed is true, but its not for nothing that our Soul reminded us of that basketball player. People are also connected to money. So far, its purely theoretical...can you turn on the beacon I love people.

,        ,         .   .

Well, she works mostly with children now, this beacon wont work for adults anyway, Mind noted.

    ,     ,       .     ,       ,      ,    .   .

So, there you have it: God doesnt give money to those who dont give themselves fully to others. Whatever a person does, love is an essential component, both in what they do and in who they do it for, Supreme Reason replied.

  -         ,   ,  ,     .       ,     ,      ?   .

And if someone decides to treat her with less-than-kind intentions, because, frankly, I no longer have control over that. She simply sees them through and reads them, no matter what they try to say or show outwardly, how to love them at that moment? Mind was at a loss.

       .    .

Love and hate are two sides of the same coin, Supreme Reason replied.

     ,  ,     :           .

I agree that in our time some people, it sounds strange, but its still a fact: they love to hate and get wild pleasure from that process, answered Sarcasm.

,    ,      ,   - ,   .

Yes, I remember such characters, they also like to unite in flocks to hate someone together, recalled Mind.

  ,   ,         ,           ,        .   .

This is fraught with consequences, this is also a wheel, the time will come and these people will take the place of the one they hated and will experience the full spectrum of their own filth or punishment will come in another way, answered Supreme Reason.

,       ,    .

Well, how then can our charge love people? asked Mind wearily.

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Write books. Books are silent teachers, Supreme Reason replied.

, .        -  .       .

Oh yeh, Its the height of nuclear idiocy to argue with a book or try to prove anything to it, Sarcasm laughed with his characteristic laughter.

,  ,   .            ?    .

Okay, I get it, Im helping her. But what should I hang in my head like a beacon saying I love people? Mind asked hesitantly.

   . -  .

I LOVE ALL PEOPLE, Supreme Reason corrected.

          ,     ,     ,        24/7.

Mind obediently lit another flame in the imaginary beacon and decided that no matter what happened, it would make every effort to keep this fire burning in the Body of Soul 24/7.



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VI  Saturday


4.04.2026

Russia  MORNING 09.47 am



.      .   .       .    养      Eminem        I dont even know his name"(:      )

Morning. The head awoke from a strange jumble of images. Soul remembered a dream. The head continued endlessly recited lines from the prayer, Hallowed be thy name while Eminems voice sang lines from his famous song, I dont even know his name

!     .  !    .

Help!  Mind woke up hysterical.  Save me! I dont understand anything.

,     .   ,    .  ,  , ..    

Well, why are you so hysterical this morning? You understand that these are all the answers. Find the song, read the lyrics, and well figure it out, Sarcasm replied calmly.

 ,      Love the way you lie (: ,   ..)    ,   ,       .

Mind frantically began to search for the lyrics to the song Love the way you lie and read the singers words, searching with his eyes for those that came to Soul with the first rays of the sun.

, ,             ,  ,        .

Well, lets say Ive read how its connected with dream and prayer a song about a lie, that a person pays with pain and Soul feels pain and burns.

, ,      ,     .

Indeed, sweety dont want to explain to us anything or do you? Sarcasm addressed to Soul.

   ,          ,             .    ,  ,        .       Eminem  ,      ,             .

Soul was lost in thought, recalling how shed received another letter from her Beloved the day before, which had been released as a hidden single for the album, and read the lines before bed. There were many answers to what had been troubling her, and her picture of life became clearer. As soon as Mind read the lyrics to Eminems song, she realized that through the exclusive hidden letter, her Beloved wanted to know her name in this life and hoped to meet again.




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