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Stella Carr and Maggie de Santis.
So this was the friend she had lived with.
On the opposite page were four smaller pictures of the other artists: all young men. Eve took out her notebook and wrote down their names. Then began to walk around the room. The first painting was Nana and Eve looked into the lined face trying to see something of herself in the woman who was her great-grandmother. The old lady’s short neat hair was completely white, so if she had been a redhead it was impossible to tell. Above all Eve could detect love in every brushstroke. Stella had loved her nana very much.
Next was Maggie and Me. The two young women just as they were in the photo, but surrounded by dark woodland. It changed the character of the picture completely, making it almost sinister. She saw now that the girls were holding hands and an alternative title came into her head: Babes in the Wood.
She must have said the words aloud and became aware of Alex behind her, his hand moving to rest on her shoulder.
‘All right?’
‘Just thinking.’
‘You should look over here.’
He led her to one of the smallest paintings. It was of a young woman seated in a rowing boat surrounded by water that glinted with blues, greens and purples. The sky was heavy with clouds. Her red hair fell over her face as she looked down at a bundle that suggested a baby. It was called Madonna?
Eve was grateful for Alex still behind her because she felt as if she might fall. He pointed at the caption on the wall.
The woman is probably Stella’s mother – apparently Stella owned a photograph of herself and Karen in a similar position. However there have been suggestions that the mother is Stella herself. Rumours persist that she had a child that she gave up for adoption a few months before her death. The question mark could support this interpretation.
Alex said very softly, ‘Shall we take a moment before our meeting?’
They went down to the café. The rain had stopped and the glass-fronted room was bright. Arrows of sunshine split the clouds above the river. Not quite sure how she got there, she found herself at a table with a cup in front of her and a slice of cake on a striped plate.
She broke off a chunk of cake and swallowed without chewing or even tasting it. The coffee was only lukewarm, but it helped to bring her back to reality. She looked up at Alex. ‘That baby was me. And Stella was so unhappy. You could see that too, couldn’t you?’
He squeezed her hand. ‘Look, I know what we want to ask, so why don’t you stay here, or go back to the hotel and let me see the curator. This is too much for you.’
She pulled away. ‘No, I’ve got to be there.’ She looked at her watch. ‘And we’d better go now.’
Stella
Ben opened his desk drawer and pulled out a folder, which she recognized as hers. It was the one he had picked up by mistake when they brought over her paintings. The one with her drawings in the style of George Grafton: the East End artist from the 1930s and ’40s.
‘I’m afraid I’ve been a bit naughty, but you did agree to us selling your work, didn’t you?’
She wondered where this was going. ‘Yes, all except the picture called Nana.’
‘Good and we’ll make sure we get the best possible price for them. I know you’re not like Maggie, born with a silver spoon and all that.’
Stella shifted in her seat feeling embarrassed.
‘Don’t look like that, sweetie. You have everything except money. Beauty, style and above all talent, so there’s nothing to be ashamed of.’
She opened the folder hoping it would make him get a move on, but it was empty and she looked up at him.
‘The thing is, Stella,’ he said, ‘I’ve taken a bit of a liberty and sold those drawings already.’
‘But they weren’t for the show. They don’t reflect my work at all.’ Now she felt angry.
‘Don’t worry. You didn’t sign them, so no one will connect them with you. But I happened to know a collector who is mad about the East End group, and George Grafton in particular, so I couldn’t resist showing them to him. He was amazed at how well you’d caught George’s style and he just had to have them. You’ve made him very happy.’
He passed her the empty portfolio. ‘And if you feel like doing a few more, he’d love to buy them too.’
She didn’t know what to say. ‘He bought them?’
‘Absolutely. And I thought you’d prefer the money in cash, so here you go.’ He pulled an envelope from the open drawer and held it out to Stella.
All she could do was stare because it bulged with notes. ‘How much is it?’
‘Five hundred pounds and I suspect he would have paid more if I’d pushed him.’
‘Five hundred pounds for a few practice drawings?’
There was that big laugh again as he leaned back in his chair and shook his head at her. ‘Ah, the innocence of youth. I’m savouring it while I can. You’ll soon learn how the art world works. If a collector really wants something there’s no limit to what they’ll pay. So take the money and go celebrate with that naughty Maggie. I’m sure she’ll help you spend it.’
Eve
The curator was a tall woman around Eve’s age with dark hair in a shiny bob. Her white shirt and loose black trousers looked very elegant. She shook Alex’s hand. ‘Good to meet you, Alex. I’m Miriam.’
Alex said, ‘And this is Eve.’ They had decided he wouldn’t introduce her as his wife so their interest would initially seem completely professional. Eve had pulled her hair into a bun at the back of her head to minimize the mane of red that was so like Stella’s.
Alex explained they were researching Stella’s life, but knew little more than the information displayed outside the exhibition room.
Miriam shook her head. ‘That’s a shame. To be honest we were hoping you might shed some more light on her for us.’
‘What about the collector or collectors who supplied the new pictures?’
Eve was glad he was getting straight to the point.
‘I’m afraid I can’t help you there except to say that we believe they belong to one person. We’ve only dealt with a firm of solicitors.’
Eve couldn’t hold back. ‘And these solicitors are?’
When Miriam turned to her something seemed to spark in her eyes. She had seen the likeness. ‘They’ve asked us to keep them anonymous too.’
There was nothing to lose. Eve sat up straight and took a deep breath. ‘I should tell you that I’m actually Stella’s daughter and was adopted by David Ballantyne: Ben Houghton’s partner.’
The curator stared. She half rose then sat down again and carried on looking at Eve for long seconds. When she spoke her voice was breathy. ‘Oh my word. We actually have a note in the gallery about the rumours that she had a child –– but no one seemed to know whether there was any substance to them.’
‘For various reasons I didn’t discover the truth myself until recently, but now I’d like to find out as much about my mother as I can. For instance, these rumours about her having a child: where did they originate?’
‘As far as I know they were simply a response to the Madonna? picture. The mother figure looks more like Stella than her own mother, Karen, for one thing.’
‘And I read somewhere that Stella was depressed just before her death. Have you heard anything about that? Or about any suspicious circumstances around her death?’
Eve felt Alex shift beside her. He obviously thought she was being too forceful, but the curator gave her a sympathetic smile and shook her head.
‘Not really. Most of the reports I’ve come across call it a tragic accident. There are always conspiracy theorists on the Internet, but I don’t take much notice of that kind of thing.’
‘I read in the gallery that Stella worked in a studio separate from the house. Do you have any information about it?’
‘Nothing, I’m afraid.’
Eve could sense Alex was about to speak, but she came in with: ‘The main reason I’ve come to see you is that I’m hoping the owner of the newly discovered pictures might be able to help me. It might even be someone who knew Stella.’ Eve could hear her own voice becoming breathless, but she forced herself on. ‘So I’d like you to give my details to their solicitors and ask them to contact me.’
Miriam looked down at papers on her desk tapping them with a pen.
Alex spoke quickly. ‘You can assure them we have no intention of making any claims on the estate. As I said we just want to find out as much about Stella as we can. Eve obviously never met her mother. And her adoptive parents know very little about her.’
When Miriam spoke her tone was careful – guarded – was the word that sprang into Eve’s mind.
‘I see, yes. Well I’m afraid I can’t guarantee anything, but if you email me your details, and some evidence of your identity, I’ll see what the solicitors say. And obviously, if you discover anything you’d be willing to share with us we’d be very glad to hear it.’
CHAPTER SIX
Eve
After they left the curator, Alex said, ‘I think we should go for some lunch. You can come back afterwards if you want.’ Neither of them spoke as they walked across the Millennium Bridge and away from the river into the busy Newcastle streets. Alex stopped outside a little Italian restaurant and looked at Eve. She nodded. Couldn’t face walking any further.
When they were seated at a window table and had ordered drinks – a Peroni for Alex and sparkling water for Eve – he put down the menu he’d been holding and took her hand.
‘I’m sorry. I know you hoped to find out something more concrete today.’
She said, ‘Do you know the art school she went to here? Before London?’
‘I’ve heard of it, of course.’
‘You don’t know anyone who was there in the Eighties when you lived here?’
‘No, sorry.’ It was curt, but not surprising. He always clammed up when anything reminded him of that time in his life. If he’d kept any friends from then she had never met them.
She shrugged, fighting to keep her voice steady. ‘I suppose it was silly to expect anything more. It’s just …’ She shook her head. What she had imagined they’d find out she didn’t know, but she had never felt so tired. ‘I’m sorry for making you drive all this way for so little.’
‘Let’s try to make the most of the day anyway. I thought I’d pop into the Lit and Phil Library, and maybe check out the theatre to see if there’s anything on tonight. What do you think?’
‘Good idea, but I’ll skip the library. I want to have another look in the Baltic.’
He didn’t argue, but plunged his fork into his spaghetti and tutted as a dollop of sauce splashed on his hand.
It was raining again and Eve pulled on her beanie. She kept it on in the gallery. It felt like protection. This time she walked very slowly around the exhibition, trying to keep her emotions in check. It was difficult when she came to a painting of Stella’s mother, Karen – her own grandmother. The caption said she died when Stella was nine. She was on a swing attached to the branch of a huge tree with a twisted trunk. Her hair swirling around her as she seemed to sway back and forth.
It must have been so hard growing up without a mother, and it seemed that Stella’s grandmother developed dementia when she was still only a teenager.
Forcing herself to move on she came to a picture of the little town in Italy where Stella had spent her last weeks. The caption called it Sestri Levante, and Eve noted the name down. That was something she hadn’t known before. The tiny beach was surrounded by tall houses and restaurants. Stella had changed the bay into a magical sea with mermaids perched on rocks.
Next to it was Seascape with Gulls and she was almost sure it was a view from the cliffs above Hastings, although the gulls were beautiful diaphanous creatures nothing like the screeching scavengers she knew. There were two more portraits of Maggie. Alone this time. In one she wore a red dress, her hair threaded with white flowers. Another was the strange Mermaid picture in which she now recognized the face as Maggie’s.
Eve had seen love in every brushstroke of the Nana portrait and sadness in Madonna? The Maggie paintings were different. Some strong emotion certainly seemed to emanate from them, but Eve couldn’t tell if that emotion was love or something quite different.
Back at the hotel she phoned her dad and as soon as she heard his, ‘Hello sweetheart,’ she felt a rush of warmth. ‘I just wanted to say I’m sorry for being so horrible to you and Mum. I know you only did what you thought was right.’
‘But we should have trusted you with the truth. I see that now.’
‘Whatever I find out won’t make any difference to us.’ As she said it she tried to ignore the tiny voice asking if she was sure about that. ‘But, Dad, please help me now.’ She read out the names of the other artists in the show. ‘Could any of these have been Stella’s boyfriend: my father?’
‘Now that’s a tricky one. Since you started asking about her I’ve racked my brains and honestly I can’t remember her with anyone. I assumed it was another art student. So the young men from the exhibition certainly fit the bill. I’ve followed their careers – those that went on to have some success – but I’ve never seen any connection to Stella.’
‘Could you try to put me in touch with any of them?’
A pause. ‘We’d have to go about it delicately.’
‘I know. And I also thought I’d try to speak to Ben Houghton. He’s likely to remember something about her. Might even know more about how she died. And I can’t stop thinking that I was born about nine months after she met him.’
There was no pause this time. Instead David rushed on. ‘Oh, no, Eve. You mustn’t bother Ben. You know how things are with him.’
She knew Ben had been in a wheelchair for years, paralyzed from the waist down. His accident was one of the reasons Houghton’s had closed. Her dad was still talking.
‘Granted he was a bit of a lad in his day, but he’s paid the price and so have Pamela and Simon.’
‘But could he be my biological father?’
‘Since this started I’ve been thinking about possible candidates and naturally Ben came to mind, but I’ve remembered he was actually having one of his flings with the other girl. Stella’s friend, Maggie.’
‘And he couldn’t have been cheating on Maggie with Stella?’
‘If he did I’m sure he won’t admit it at this stage. And he knows about you, my darling, so if he wanted to claim parentage don’t you think he would have done so already?’
He must have heard her gasp because he said quickly, ‘I’m sorry, that was clumsy. I’m just sure he’s not the one and I don’t want you upsetting yourself as well as Ben and his family.’
She took a deep breath. ‘OK, I understand.’
Lying on the hotel bed after they’d said goodbye she held the phone to her chest and watched the early evening sun breaking through the clouds. Her father’s words had only made her more convinced that she had to see Ben. Whatever his relationship with Stella it was clear he knew her friend, Maggie, intimately. So it was possible he could put Eve in touch with her, which could be crucial to finding out how Stella died. In fact, Maggie could be the key to everything.
She stared at her phone, that cold feeling creeping over her again. Much as she loved her parents she was beginning to believe they were still lying to her. And she didn’t want to think about why that might be.
Stella
When Stella told Maggie about the £500 Ben had given her for the drawings, Maggie said, ‘You can bet your life he got a lot more than that for them. Next time ask for double.’
‘There won’t be a next time. I don’t want to get into producing copies. I need to focus on my real work.’
Still, she enjoyed treating Maggie to a meal for once even if it was only fish and chips from the corner chippie and a cheap bottle of Muscadet. They sat at the old Formica kitchen table laughing about fools who were prepared to pay out hundreds for pencil drawings that weren’t even original. When they finished the wine Maggie produced a bottle of Bacardi and a few cans of Coke.
They were supposed to go to the gallery the next morning to see the exhibition before it opened the following week, but slept in and didn’t get there until late afternoon. David let them in and said he needed to leave in half an hour so they didn’t have long. Ben wasn’t around, but Stella was glad to see the dark-haired guy, James, who had sat with her in the courtyard after the photoshoot.
He smiled and waved, but after one glance at him all Stella could see were her own paintings. Looking at them she felt breathless because, although David had promised they would be in a prominent position, she hadn’t realized just how they would dominate the room.
Maggie was standing in front of her own two collages, but when she turned away from them Stella saw that her face was twisted into a scowl that was almost frightening. Then, without a word, she walked out.
James came over. ‘Your stuff looks fabulous. Well done.’ She managed to thank him, but when he pushed the catalogue into her hand, her heart sank. Her photograph was the only one on the front cover. The names of all the other artists were there, but it was the photo that caught the eye, of course. Inside it was even worse, because alongside the individual snaps of the four men, crammed onto one side of a two-page spread, was the one of her and Maggie together in their blue and green dresses. None of the many pictures of Maggie on her own had been used.
James must have realized she was upset because he grabbed her hand. ‘Let’s get a drink, shall we?’
They went to a pub nearby, and he tapped his glass against hers. ‘You should be dancing in the street and instead you look as if someone died. Don’t let other people put you down. Your stuff is the best in the show and if anyone is jealous then that’s their lookout.’
He was very kind, but she didn’t feel much better. ‘It’s just that Maggie has been so good to me. If it wasn’t for her, I wouldn’t even have been able to stay in London. And she got Ben and David to look at my work.’
‘OK, so when you’re successful you can try to give her a leg up. And remember, she may have helped your stuff get seen, but it’s your talent they love.’
When they eventually left they bought a takeaway pizza and ate it as they walked back to the flat James shared with a couple of others. No one else was in and they collapsed on his bed fully clothed.
She woke with her mouth dry and her head thumping. Light was coming through the thin curtains, although her watch said it wasn’t yet six a.m., and the room smelled of beer and sweat. She rolled off the bed, and James opened his eyes, struggling to focus on her.
‘All right?’ He still sounded drunk.
‘Yeah, but I’d better get home.’
‘OK, see you later.’ He turned over and was soon asleep again.
As she got the bus back to Maggie’s she told herself she was a coward for not facing her yesterday. She let herself in as quietly as she could and went to tiptoe upstairs, but Maggie shouted from the kitchen.
‘No need to hide. I’m making toast so come and get some.’
Stella hovered at the door, and Maggie laughed. ‘Stop looking so scared. I know it’s not your fault you’re so bloody talented and my stuff is shit.’
‘That’s not true.’
‘The talent or the shit? No, don’t answer that.’
Although Maggie seemed calm for the moment, Stella knew she had to be careful. Her temper was unpredictable and she had smashed most of the plates in the kitchen after her last fight with Ben and boasted that he’d only avoided a black eye by running to his car.
‘Anyway where were you last night?’ she asked.
‘I went for a drink with James.’
‘Ah, dishy James. Tell me more.’
‘I stayed over at his, but before you start getting ideas, I just slept there. With all my clothes on as well.’
‘Oh but next time maybe?’ She laughed. ‘I thought there were some sparks. We must find something great for you to wear to the opening. Me too, of course.’
It looked as if things were going to be all right, so she smiled and said, ‘You looked lovely in that blue dress. And maybe I could wear the green again.’ A sudden thought. ‘Or what about swapping them over? And doing our hair identically? If people have seen our photo in the catalogue, they could be really confused. I’d love that.’
‘Hmm, no, with gorgeous James in your sights I say we need something a bit sexier for you. And I want to be completely different. All the catalogue pictures show me in that blue dress.’
Stella felt the piece of toast she was swallowing turn into a solid lump in her throat. Maggie had rushed out of the gallery as soon as she’d seen the way her own collages and Stella’s paintings were displayed.
She still didn’t know about the catalogue.
CHAPTER SEVEN
Eve
Eve caught the train for London an hour or so after Alex left for work. She hadn’t told him she was going to see Ben Houghton. On the drive home from Newcastle it was clear he thought all they could do was wait and hope to hear from the solicitors. Eve doubted that would ever happen, but if Alex believed she was going to leave it there it might be for the best. This was her problem, not his.
She couldn’t just wait because even if the collector did get in touch he or she might know nothing about Stella. She needed to focus on the people who definitely did. Apart from her own parents that meant Ben and Maggie. If those two really did have an affair, as her dad suspected, Ben might know where to find Maggie. And Stella had been in Italy with Maggie when she died. If anyone knew the truth of what had happened it had to be her.
Ben and his wife lived in Mayfair. Eve’s train came in at Charing Cross and it wasn’t far on the tube after that. It was a short walk to their street, but she had begun to feel huge. It had turned bitterly cold and the wind spat rain into her face as she searched for the house. Her back ached and she rubbed her belly and made a silent apology to the baby. I promise I’ll take it easy tomorrow, my darling.
Although Ben and David had been colleagues and had known each other since university they hadn’t exactly been friends and had rarely seen each other since her dad left the business. So Eve had never met him or his wife.
The house was an elegant Regency building with stone steps leading up to a heavy front door that shone with black paint and golden brass. Eve had to stand for a moment breathing heavily before she knocked.
The woman who opened the door was not young, but in her grey woollen dress, with her blonde hair in a simple up-do she could have stepped off a catwalk. She smiled. ‘Yes?’
Eve swallowed. ‘Hello, Mrs Houghton, I’m Eve Ballantyne, David’s daughter. I wonder if I could have a word with your husband.’
Pamela blinked. ‘Well this is a surprise, but how nice to see you. The last time we met you were in your cradle.’ She glanced towards the stairs and her voice dropped. ‘Do come in, but can I ask you to speak quietly? Ben’s having a nap.’
In the spacious hallway Pamela gestured towards a door. ‘Let’s go and sit down. You look tired.’
Eve felt very awkward. ‘I’m fine, but I’ve come quite a long way, so would you mind if I used your toilet?’
‘It’s just there.’ Pamela pointed to a door at one side of the hall. Next to it was a tiny lift with a glass door. Just large enough for a wheelchair.