Oklahoma Reunion

“I’m guessing you don’t still have that promise ring I gave you.”

Kait found herself speechless. Why was she surprised? That was Ryan. Bold as you please.

The silence stretched until Ryan cocked his head and narrowed his eyes. “Could I just ask you a question?”

“Only one?”

“Oh, I’ve got a dozen or so more, but I’m guessing maybe it’s best for both of us to take it one at a time.”

“Ryan, I …”

He held up a palm. “No. A long time ago I convinced myself that you must have had a really good reason for leaving. Whatever I did, well, there’s not much I can do about it now. So I’m just praying that in your own good time you’ll tell me.”

Their eyes met, and she glimpsed the pain in his eyes. She raised a brow, ready to hear his one question.

“Did you ever think of me?”

Kait swallowed, focused on the faded gray boards of the porch floor. “Yes.”

In truth, she’d never stopped thinking about him.

Dear Reader,

Thank you for reading Ryan and Kait’s story. Ryan Jones was a secondary character from my first Love Inspired release, The Rancher’s Reunion. Ryan is such a bigger-than-life character that it seemed only fitting that I write his story. While this was a fun story to write, it was also a difficult one. I had to really dig deep to understand these characters and why they made some of the life choices they did.

Life would be so much easier if we would travel from point A to point B in a straight line. But that isn’t the way it always works, is it? However, God never leaves us no matter how many detours we make. His promise is that He will be with us always and He will complete what He promised.

Like Ryan and Kait, in Oklahoma Reunion, I, too, stand on those promises.

I hope you enjoyed this story. Please let me know by dropping me a line at tina@tinaradcliffe.com or my website, www.tinaradcliffe.com.

Tina Radcliffe

TINA RADCLIFFE has been dreaming and scribbling for years. Originally from Western N.Y., she left home for a tour of duty with the Army Security Agency stationed in Augsburg, Germany, and ended up in Tulsa, Oklahoma. While living in Tulsa she spent ten years as a certified oncology R.N. A former library cataloger, she now works for a large mail-order pharmacy. Tina currently resides in the foothills of Colorado where she writes heartwarming romance. You can reach her at www.tinaradcliffe.com.

Oklahoma Reunion

Tina Radcliffe

www.millsandboon.co.uk

Many thanks to my sister Anne, who is my patient, long-suffering first reader and is willing to tell me what I don’t want but always need to hear. Thank you to Julie Lessman and Mary Connealy for listening with two ears and one mouth. I am ever grateful for my wonderful husband, Tom, who gets me and can cook.

Thank you, K.C. Frantzen, for proofing my vet stuff and a shout-out to Michael Joseph Russo for your inspiring vet clinic stories and pictures. The iguana tail, however, I could have done without.

Thank you to Melissa Endlich and Rachel Burkot for patiently helping me dig inside myself to find the writer I can be. And a final thank-you to my wonderful agent, Meredith Bernstein, for always being positive and encouraging and for taking time from her vacation to contract this book.

Behold, I am with you and will keep you wherever you go, and will bring you back to this land; for I will not leave you until I have done what I have spoken to you.

—Genesis 28:15

Chapter One

“Unca Ryan, that mama pig has six babies.” Five-year-old Faith’s pudgy fingers clutched the fence surrounding the Tulsa State Fair’s animal birthing pen.

Ryan Jones pushed his straw Stetson to the back of his head. “Yes, she does, darlin’,” he answered.

“That’s lots of brothers and sisters,” Faith continued, her gaze intent upon the plump sow and her suckling brood.

Those who overheard chuckled. Ryan merely smiled, proud of his precocious niece.

When Faith finally looked up, she wriggled her button nose. “It stinks in here.”

Ryan laughed. “Yeah. I guess it does.” As a vet, he was accustomed to the pungent hay and animal smells, but the air in the huge livestock building had become unusually thick and dank as the number of spectators increased.

From the corner of his eye, he caught the movement of a dark-haired woman at the other end of the barnyard.

He froze, then shook his head.

Knock it off. It’s been eight years, Jones. Time to stop thinking every brunette with a certain gesture or walk is Kait Field.

While he’d routinely convinced himself he was long over his first love, his stubborn heart refused to release her memory.

It didn’t help that his imagination worked overtime in crowds. And this was quite a crowd.

He knelt down next to his towheaded niece. “Are you about ready for some cotton candy?”

Faith’s wispy ponytail bobbed as she nodded.

“Pink or blue?” he asked.

Dimples appeared. “Pink, please.”

It didn’t take long to guide her through the jammed arena and back outside to the main strip of the fairgrounds.

Faith ignored the noise of the carnies vying for their attention and the loud barker at the entrance to one of the sideshows. Her short, chubby legs propelled forward on the midway, past the Ferris wheel, carousel and the sweet and greasy trailing aroma of a funnel-cake stand.

When Faith picked up her pace, Ryan reached for her hand before she got too far ahead. Not even a flamboyant clown on stilts could stop the little girl now that she had a mission.

“There.” Sugar radar intact, Faith pointed to a concession stand shaded by a bright blue-and-white-striped umbrella.

“Taste good?” Ryan asked as they settled on a bench, out of the wilting heat and humidity. Early autumn in Tulsa, it was still seventy-five degrees in the shade.

Faith nodded, not wasting time on words, simply stuffing pink fluff into her mouth. When the last of the treat disappeared, she licked each finger one by one and looked up.

“I have to go to the little girls’ room.” She hopped off the bench and straightened her shorts and matching top. “Now,” she added.

“Yes, ma’am.”

Ryan stood and glanced around, spotting the nearest facility. They quickly headed over.

He narrowed his gaze, assessing those who came in and out the gray metal door. All he had to do was find a nice elderly lady or a mother with a baby to watch her inside.

“Now, please, Unca Ryan,” Faith cried, reaching up to tug on his rolled-up shirtsleeve.

“I heard you, darlin’.”

“Do you need some help?”

His head jerked at the sound.

That voice.

The air whooshed from his lungs as he connected with familiar dark eyes. He froze, realizing he’d just been poleaxed by the ghost of Kait Field.

“I … we …” His thoughts were as muddled as his speech.

One thing was certain. This time it wasn’t his imagination. Kait had been in the livestock barn this morning.

Faith released a loud wail and crossed her little legs like miniature pretzels. Though Ryan heard her plea, he couldn’t seem to move.

Kait, however, wasted no time. “Jenna, take the little girl into the restroom, sweetie.”

“Sure.” The young girl at Kait’s side smiled at him before she pulled open the door and followed Faith inside. Merely a few years older than his niece, her long hair was the same rich black shade as Kait’s. In fact, except for the fringe of bangs, she looked exactly like Kait.

“That’s your—”

“Jenna,” Kait quickly added.

He frowned, trying to piece the picture together. Kait was married and had a daughter? Regret slammed into him with the force of an Oklahoma twister.

“Your daughter is adorable, Ryan.”

“Faith is my niece—Maddie’s daughter.”

Kait shook her head and shifted uncomfortably. When she pushed the long hair off her shoulders in a nervous gesture, he glanced at her hand, noting the light band of skin on her ring finger, evidence she’d recently removed a ring.

Hope flared and his breath tightened in his chest. The last ring he’d seen on Kait’s hand was his promise ring—eight years ago.

Ryan tensed, clenching his jaw. Was she married or not?

He sure intended to find out.

“Um, well, it certainly is nice to see you,” Kait finally said.

Numb and speechless, he could only stare. His world had been knocked off-kilter, and she’d just responded like they were old friends who ran into each other once a week at church.

“Come again?” Ryan bit back the slow, simmering anger deep in his gut.

“I said, it’s nice to—”

“Yeah. I heard you.” He jammed his hands into the pockets of his Wrangler jeans and glanced down at the ground. There was no way he could play a game of nonchalance and repartee.

No, this was too cruel, carrying on a polite conversation while sneaking glances to see how she’d changed.

Had she changed? Not really. The woman in front of him was still tall and slim, with high cheekbones hinting at her part-Cherokee heritage. Her hair hung like a satin sheet around her shoulders—not unlike the picture he carried in his heart.

“You look good, Kait. Real good.” The words slipped from his lips before he realized he’d said them.

Her face turned pink. “Thank you,” she said, while fidgeting with the silver chain tucked inside her blouse. As he recalled, she used to keep her mother’s wedding ring on the end of that necklace.

Kait glanced around the fairgrounds, looking anywhere to avoid the intense green eyes of Ryan Jones. What were the odds of finding this particular cowboy among all the cowboys at the Tulsa State Fair?

Yes, she’d come home to deal with the past. But she hadn’t expected it would be today, her first day back in Oklahoma.

When she’d spotted Ryan, she and Jenna were walking and chatting. Suddenly there he was, giving life to the memories she’d put on a shelf eight years ago.

The same unruly golden hair peeked out from beneath his hat, and he wore a familiar uniform of a denim shirt rolled up to the elbows, faded but creased Wrangler jeans and dusty boots. Tall and lanky, there was still a sparkle in his eyes and an irreverent grin on his face.

Flustered, and with her blood beating loudly against her temples, Kait scrambled for a course of action. Her initial instinct had been to hide, but Ryan looked in need, as did the child with him. Her heart kicked in well before her brain.

Now as they stood awkwardly, waiting for the girls to come out of the restroom, she tried not to stare, but again and again her gaze returned to the tall cowboy.

“Hey, Doc, how’s it going? Good to see you out having fun for a change.”

Ryan’s head swiveled around as he nodded a greeting to a man passing by.

“Doc?” Kait repeated the word.

“Doctor Jones. Princess says to tell you hello.”

“Afternoon, Ms. Anderson.” He tipped his hat to an elderly woman

“Princess?” Kait asked.

“Red tabby Persian.”

“Excuse me?” Confused, she cocked her head.

“I’m a vet, Kait. I told you I was going to go to vet school.”

“Your mother said you were going to law school.”

He frowned, and his lips became a thin line. “And you believed everything my mother told you?”

She looked away, shaken by the harsh reply.

“Kait.”

Slowly she glanced back to Ryan.

“I …” He inhaled then released a breath of air through pursed lips. “I’m sorry.”

Kait gave a short nod of acknowledgment. He was angry, and she supposed he had every right to be—more than he realized, in fact.

“Is this the first time you’ve been back since—”

“Yes,” she quickly interjected. “I have to empty out the old house before it goes on the market.”

“You’re selling the house? Your father …”

“My father left the house to me.”

Ryan flinched. “Seems I’m always shoving my boots in my mouth. I heard he was in and out of the V.A. hospital for treatment. But I didn’t realize.” He cleared his throat. “When?”

Kait swallowed and stared straight ahead as she struggled to say the words without emotion. “Six weeks ago.”

“I’m so sorry for your loss.”

“Thank you.”

“Gotta be tough,” Ryan murmured.

She lifted her chin. “Time passes. Things change.”

“There’s an understatement.” He took off his Stetson and put it back on his head. “How long will you be in town?”

“Long enough to tie up a few loose ends.”

“Loose ends, huh?” A flash of pain appeared in his eyes before he quickly lowered his gaze. “So you weren’t going to even stop by and see me?”

She took a deep breath at the accusation.

What could she possibly say? Yes, Ryan. You’re the reason I’m here. The reason we’re here. I’d like to introduce you to your daughter.

Instead, she barely mumbled out an inadequate response. “I did plan to see you.”

Silence separated them. The same silence that had once been a comforting bond between two friends was now an insurmountable wall.

Ryan shuffled his boots on the cement. “Heard you moved East. Buffalo, right?”

“Philly.” She pulled open the restroom door. “Jenna, are you coming?”

“We’re washing our hands.”

“Maybe we could get together later, for coffee?” He suggested.

“Discuss old times?” The last thing she wanted was to discuss old times. There was nothing to be gained from reminiscing. Moving forward was her only hope.

“Yeah. Why not?”

“We were kids, Ryan.”

“Is that all we were?” he returned, with unexpected bitterness.

“A lot has happened in eight years,” Kait whispered.

“Yeah, it has, and it seems I missed it all, didn’t I?”

Her heart lurched. When she looked up, their eyes connected and held for a long moment.

“Kait, you left me a note. A note.” The words fairly exploded from his lips. He stood grim and angry, clenching and unclenching his hands.

As she opened her mouth to speak, a giggling Jenna and Faith burst out of the restroom.

Faith’s little fingers curled into the palm of his big hand. When she smiled up at her uncle, the tension in Ryan’s body slipped away.

Kait melted at the tender smile he gave the child beside him. Finally his gaze returned to her, and his control was back in place. “Thanks for helping me out here.”

“No problem.” She placed an arm around her daughter’s shoulder. “We … we should be going.”

“Sure.” He gave a quick nod. “But I meant it about getting together sometime. Seems to me we have unfinished business.”

She bit her lip and shook her head. “Yes. Yes, you’re right. We do need to talk.”

Ryan stood still for a moment, as though surprised at her sudden acquiescence.

“Ryan, I really did plan to see you.”

“I want to believe that.” He slowly nodded. “Where are you staying?”

“Out in Granby, at the old house.”

“Have you got a phone?”

“I have a cell.” Digging in her purse, she pulled out a piece of paper and a pen and wrote the number for him.

When he took the paper, their fingers brushed. Kait stilled for a brief second before pulling away quickly.

“I’ll give you a call.”

“Okay.” She looked to the child by her side.

Jenna stared curiously at Kait and then at the tall cowboy.

“Hey, there. I’m Ryan Jones. This young lady is my niece, Faith.”

Faith released a squeal of childish delight at being included in the conversation, while Jenna hesitantly accepted the hand Ryan offered.

Jenna’s soft-spoken words as she leaned toward Kait were loud enough that Ryan could hear. “Momma, is he—”

“We’ll talk about it later, sweetie.” Kait cut off the question and turned to leave.

“Kait.”

She glanced over her shoulder at Ryan, her emotions whirling.

“I’m glad you’re back.”

“He’s my daddy?”

Kait backed up the compact car and pulled away from the curb. She sensed the bubbling anticipation in her daughter. After all, Jenna had been waiting her entire life to meet her father.

“Yes.”

“Does he know he’s my daddy?”

“No.” Kait released the word with caution.

“How come?”

“Seat belt on?”

Jenna complied but remained undeterred. “How come, Momma?”

“I wish I could explain. For now, you just have to trust me. Everything is going to work out.”

Kait spoke the words and prayed she was right.

Jenna mulled the answer for a bit. Beaming, she turned to her mother. “Faith is my cousin.”

“That’s right.”

Without skipping a beat, Jenna continued. “Do you think he already has a family?”

“What?”

“Do you think Ryan is married? Maybe he already has a little girl. He might not want another one.”

Kait glanced at Jenna’s stricken expression and inhaled sharply. She reached across the seat to touch her daughter’s hand. “Oh, sweetheart, any daddy would love to have a beautiful and smart girl like you for his daughter.”

In truth, Kait had the same questions as Jenna, along with a million others she’d considered on the long drive from Philly to Tulsa.

Jenna sighed, a pleased smile on her seven-year-old face. “Soon I’ll have lots and lots of family, won’t I?”

“Yes, but remember what we talked about? We have to do this in the Lord’s timing. Some people have a hard time with change. It’s scary, and the last thing we want is to scare them. So until it’s time, this will be our secret.”

Kait chewed the inside of her cheek.

If only she hadn’t run into Ryan just yet. Again and again she had replayed the possible scenarios in her mind, knowing coming home meant coming face-to-face with the past.

When she looked into Ryan’s eyes and he began to speak in that deep, smooth voice laced with a dash of Oklahoma twang, she was lost.

The years melted away.

Yes, it was still there, that feeling between them. It was far more powerful than chemistry—it was a connection.

And he was right. They did have unfinished business.

Kait turned onto 31st Street and shook her head.

Ryan was a vet.

She was no less than astounded to learn he had found the courage to stand up to his family. He’d actually bucked his mother?

Despite his claims to the opposite, she knew firsthand that opposing Elizabeth Delaney Jones simply wasn’t done. Time and again Kait wished she’d had the courage to stand up to the woman eight years ago. If she had, things would be so different.

For a brief moment, the what-ifs taunted her. Anger, regret and sadness vied for control.

Kait pushed it all aside.

She was here to close the door on yesterday, to say goodbye to her father and to tell Ryan the truth.

Her hands trembled on the steering wheel. No matter what the consequences were, she had to face them. Besides, what could Ryan’s mother possibly do now?

Jenna turned from the window and smiled. “This is where you grew up?”

Kait turned left and guided the car down picturesque Lewis Avenue. They were definitely taking the scenic route to Granby.

The stately residences on Lewis were a throwback to the oil-boom days, when T-town was considered the oil capital of the world. Huge trees whose leaves had begun to turn autumn shades of gold and burnt umber flagged the curbsides, shading the large old homes and expansive lawns.

“Yes. I grew up here in Tulsa, and then we moved into my grandmother’s house in Granby after she died.”

“How old were you when you left Oklahoma, Momma?”

“Nineteen.”

“And you went on an adventure.”

“I did.”

“Why didn’t you come back?’

“Oh, Jen. That’s … complicated.”

Over the years, Kait had become proficient at sidestepping the issue of Jenna’s paternal heritage, offering vague generalities, quickly changing the subject or gently redirecting the conversation. But the older Jenna got, the more difficult it had become to change the subject once her daughter began tenaciously delving for answers.

With the death of Kait’s father six weeks ago, everything had converged, and she realized it was time for that overdue heart-to-heart with her daughter.

Ready or not, the time had come to return to the town that had shown her the door eight years ago.

“Can we stay?”

“Stay?” Kait blinked, tuning back in to her daughter’s words. “Jen, Philly is our home.”

“Does it have to be? Tulsa’s so pretty. Why can’t we live here?”

Kait inspected the passing scenery, as if seeing it for the first time through a child’s eyes. “I’d forgotten how beautiful Tulsa is.” She sighed. “Can we talk about this more after we get to the house?”

Jenna nodded, a half frown on her face as she glanced back out the window. She knew she was being deterred.

“Momma? Are you sad that you aren’t going to marry Steven anymore.”

Kait rubbed her naked ring finger. Steven would have solved all her problems. But she couldn’t, wouldn’t take the easy way out. It wasn’t fair to Steven. She didn’t love him.

“No, honey. That’s all over.”

“Well then, I was wondering.”

“Now what, Jen?” Kait asked, distracted as she checked over her shoulder for oncoming traffic.

“When can we tell Ryan Jones he’s my daddy?”

Startled by the question, Kait turned to her daughter. “Soon,” she said. But was Kait ready for soon? She hoped so.

Chapter Two

“May I go outside?” Jenna asked.

Kait looked up from where she sat cross-legged on a braided rag rug in the middle of the parlor. She’d spent most of the last hour going through the paperwork from the Realtor.

“Isn’t it raining?”

“I won’t get wet. I’ll sit on the porch and read until lunchtime.” Jenna held up a well-worn paperback.

“Okay, but wait a minute.” Kait closed the folder in her hands and got to her feet. She pulled Grandmother Redbird’s colorful, fuzzy afghan off the huge oak-trimmed sofa that took up much of the room and wrapped it around her daughter’s shoulders.

Jenna gave an excited smile as Kait opened the screen door. The clean, earthy scent of rain greeted them.

“I lo-o-ove this porch,” Jenna exclaimed with a dramatic flourish.

“When I was younger, I used to sit out here and read just like you.” Kait stood in the doorway and watched the moisture hit the pavement in fat, crowned droplets.

“I wish we could live here forever.”

Forever was much too far down the road to think about. One step at a time was pretty much all Kait could handle right now. She had a good job with health benefits in Philly—a job that they needed.

It was not the answer Jenna wanted to hear.

Though it had been pouring since midnight, Kait wasn’t about to complain. The rain tapping against the bedroom window soothed her to sleep. It was the best sleep she’d had in a very long time.

As Jenna settled into the porch swing, rocking back and forth with a rhythmic squeak, Kait closed the screen. She wandered through the parlor to pick up her pile of papers before she made her way to the kitchen.