The Moonlit Way: A Novel

“Well, dear,” she said, looking up at her son, “where have you been all night, and most of to-day?”

“I’ll tell you about it later, mother. There’s something else I want to ask you – ” He fell silent, watching her measure out fourteen drops of Grover’s Specific for distemper.

“I’m listening, Garry,” she said, bending over the sick pup and gently forcing open his feverish jaws. Then she dropped her medicine far back on his tongue; the pup gulped, sneezed, looked at her out of dull eyes and feebly wagged his tail.

“I’m going to pull him through, Garry,” she said. “The other pups are doing well, too. But your sister and I were up with them all night. I only hope and pray that the distemper doesn’t spread.”

She looked up at her son:

“Well, dear, what is it you have to ask me?”

“Mother, do you like Dulcie Soane?”

“I scarcely know her yet… She’s very sweet – very young – ”

“Do you like her?”

“Why – yes – ” She looked intently at her tall, unsmiling son. “But I don’t even know who she is, Garry.”

Her son bent down beside her and put one arm around her shoulder. She sat quite motionless with the bottle of Grover’s Specific in one rubber-gloved hand, the medicine dropper poised in the other.

He said:

“Dulcie’s name is Fane, not Soane. Her grandfather 409 was Sir Barry Fane, of Fane Court – an Irishman. His daughter, Eileen, was Dulcie’s mother… Her father – is dead – I believe.”

“But – this explains nothing, Garry.”

“Is it not explanation enough, mother?”

“Is it enough for you, my son?”

“Yes.”

Her head slowly drooped. She sat gazing in silence at the straw-littered floor.

He looked earnestly, anxiously at his mother’s face. Her brooding expression remained tranquil but inscrutable.

He said, watching her intently:

“I wasn’t sure about myself until last night. I don’t know about Dulcie, whether she can care for me – in this new way… We were friends. But I am in love with her now… Deeply.”

It was one of the moments in his career which remain fixed forever in a young man’s memory.

In a mother’s memory, too. Whatever she says and does then, he never forgets. She, too, remembers always.

He stood leaning over her in the dim light of the kennel, one arm around her shoulders, waiting. And presently she lifted her head, looked him quietly in the eyes, bent forward very gently, and kissed him.

Dulcie was not in the house, nor was Thessalie.

Barres and Westmore exchanged conversation between their open doors while bathing and dressing.

“You know, Garry,” admitted the latter, “I feel all shaken up, yet, over that ghastly business.”

“So do I… If they hadn’t died so gamely… But Skeel was a man!”

“You bet he was, crazy or sane!.. What a pity!.. 410 And that poor devil, Soane! Did you hear them cheering there, at the last? And what superb nerve – breaking out that green flag!”

“And think of their opening on that big patrol boat! They hadn’t a chance.”

“They had no chance anyway,” said Westmore. “It meant execution if they surrendered – at least, they probably thought so. But how do you suppose that cowardly strangler, Ferez, felt when he realised that Skeel was going to fight?”

“He certainly got what was coming to him, didn’t he?” said Barres grimly. “You’ll tell Thessa, won’t you?”

“As soon as I can find her,” nodded Westmore, giving his fresh bow-tie a most killing twist.

He was ready before Barres was, and he lost no time in starting out to find Thessalie.

Barres, following him later, discovered him on the library lounge with Thessalie’s fair cheek resting against his.

“I’m s-sorry!” he stammered, backing out, and very conscious of Westmore’s unconcealed annoyance. But Thessalie called to him in a perfectly calm voice, and he ventured to come back.

“Are you going to tell Dulcie about this horrible affair?” she asked.

“Not immediately… Are you feeling all right, Thessa?”

“Yes. I had a horrid night. Isn’t it odd how a girl can so completely lose her nerve after a thing is all over?”

“That’s the best time to lose it,” said Westmore. And to Barres: “She’s bruised from head to foot and her neck hurts yet – ”

“It is nothing,” murmured Thessalie, looking smilingly 411 at her lover. Then they both glanced at Barres.

There was a silence. Side by side on the library lounge they continued to gaze expectantly at Barres. And when he got it into his head that this polite expectancy might express their desire for his early departure, he backed out again, embarrassed and slightly irritated.

Thessalie called to him very sweetly:

“If you are looking for Dulcie, I left her a few minutes ago over by the wall-fountain in the rose arbour.”

“Thanks,” he said, and turned back through the hall, traversing it to the north veranda.

There was no sign of Dulcie in the garden or on the lawn. He walked slowly across the clipped grass, beyond the pool, and, turning to the right past a sun-dial, stepped into the long rose-arbour. At the further end of the blossoming tunnel he saw her seated on the low wall in the rear of the tea-house. Her head was turned toward the woods beyond.

When he was near her she heard him and looked around, was on the point of rising, but something in his expression held her motionless.

“Where have you been, Garry?”

He ignored the question, seated himself beside her on the wall, and drew both her hands into his. He saw the swift colour stain her face, the lovely, disconcerted eyes lower.

“Last night,” he said, “did you come back as you promised?”

“Yes.”

“And you found me gone.”

She nodded.

“What could you have thought of me, Dulcie?”

“I – my thoughts were – not very clear.”

“Are they clearer?”

Her head remained lowered but she raised her grey eyes to his. Her face had become very still and white.

“Dulcie,” he said under his breath, “I am in love with you… What will you do about it?”

And, after a little while:

“W-what shall I do, Garry?” she whispered.

“Love me. Can you?”

She remained silent.

“Will you? – Dulcie Fane!”

Her lips stirred, but no sound came.

“You are so wonderful,” he said. “I am just realising that I began to fall in love with you a long time ago.”

The declining sun sent a red shaft across the fields, painting every tree-trunk, gilding bramble and brake. A single ray touched the girl’s white neck and turned her copper-tinted hair to burning gold.

“Do you love me? Can you love me, that way, Dulcie?”

She rose abruptly, and he rose too, retaining her hands; but as she turned her head from him he saw her mouth quiver.

“Dearest – dearest!” But she interrupted him:

“I want to tell you – that I don’t understand why I should be called by my mother’s maiden name… I w-want you to know that I don’t understand it … if that would make a difference – in your c-caring for me… And I wish you to know that – that I love and worship her memory – and that I am happy and proud – and proud– to bear her name.”

“My darling – ”

“Do you understand?”

“Yes, Dulcie.”

“And do you still want me?”

“You adorable child – ”

“Do you?”

“Of course I do – ” He caught her in his arms, held her close, lifted her flushed face. “Now, tell me whether you can love me! Tell me everything that’s hidden in your mind and heart!”

“Oh, Garry,” she faltered, “I do belong to you. I belong to you anyway, because you made me. And I’ve always been in love with you – always! – always from the very beginning of the world, Asthore! And now – if you want me – this way – Garry mo veel asthore– ” Her hands crept from his breast to his shoulders; stole up around his neck. “Asthore,” she murmured; and their lips met in their first kiss. Then she gravely turned her head and laid her cheek against his; and he heard her murmuring to herself:

“Drahareen o machree, mo veel asthore! This man – this man who takes my heart – and gives me his…”

“What are you murmuring there all to yourself?” he whispered, laughing and drawing her closer. But she only clung to him passionately and her closed lids kept back the starting tears.

“What is it, dear?” he asked.

“H-happiness,” she whispered, “and pride, perhaps… And my love for you, Asthore!”