I am Harmony

Some Experiences with Babaji

As you may remember, Mahendra Baba went to Vrindaban and its vicinity because of his great devotion to and love for Lord Krishna. One day he was bathing in the Ganges River and thinking of returning to Vrindaban after his bath.

"Reciting the mantra to my Guru whilst bathing, I prayed to the compassionate Lord, Shri Haidakhan:

"Prabhu [God] You are Ishwara, the Refuge of all creation, .the embodied Guardian and ever-existing, compassionate Lord. It has been said, 'O Lord, Your supremely effulgent Form is the complete form of God; O Changeless God, there is none to equal Thee in the universe.' Therefore, I pray for a vision of You at Vrindaban in the form of Shri Krishna.'

"I made this prayer and then forgot it. There is no doubt of the fact that Shri Prabhu, Manmunindra Shri Haidakhan Baba, and the Great Lover, the happy Lord Shyam of Vrindaban, are one and the same."51

Back in Vrindaban, one morning Mahendra Baba came upon a place associated with Krishna, where a play was being presented under a banyan tree, with Krishna playing His flute to Radha. Mahendra Baba remembered his desire to see Krishna and prayed to Him for a vision. Hardly had he completed the thought than he 'saw' the Yamuna River flowing near a banyan tree. Under the banyan tree, surrounded by growing wild flowers, stood Shri Krishna, as a beautiful young boy, smiling gently, looking at Mahendra Baba from the corners of His eyes, and playing His flute, softly and sweetly, like Pan. "I felt as if my sight - reaching up to glance at His eyes, found their brilliance so great that it forgot its natural function and became a fish, swimming in that ocean of love - became unconscious with joy." After quite some time, he 'awoke' from this vision and saw again the play going on under another banyan tree, with the same actors as before, the same audience; and Mahendra Baba became his old self again. But he was filled with wonder and joy and found himself repeating, "The Great Guru Shri Haidakhandi Himself is Krishna! It is Shri Krishna dressed in a gown and cap appearing as Shri Haidakhan Baba!"52

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The year 1957 was a year of great significance for Mahendra Maharaj and Shri Babaji's devotees. Mahendra Maharaj spent a good deal of time at the Kathgharia Ashram, about three miles from Haldwani - a place established by 'Old Haidakhan Baba,' in which He used to stay for fairly long periods of time. A statue (murti) of Shri Babaji was installed at the temple in this ashram on Sunday, February 24, 1957. Prior to the installation, a festival was held for four or five days, which was attended by thousands of people, many of them from distant places. Although neither devotees nor police made any effort to enforce discipline, there was no disorder - and no stealing; in fact, lost items - even items of jewelry - were returned to their owners.

On Saturday night, a large throng of people, including great sages and saints, learned men and philosophers, people from East and West, gathered to hear the Ramayana being read and to sing kirtan (religious songs) through the night prior to the installation on Sunday morning. Mahendra Baba, Vishnu Dutt and Giridhari Lal Mishra, and a tailor named Ram Chandra were locked in a room in the ashram with the murti, to provide space and time to make a kurta for the murti, and they were happily talking about Shri Babaji. At about eleven o'clock, at the height of the celebration, when the compound was filled with happiness, love and worship, some ladies sitting under the banyan tree, singing songs, saw a Divine Light. For a moment or two they did not understand its significance and were frightened. Then, as it moved here and there in human form, they understood it to be the vision of Shri Babaji for which they had been praying. Some of them ran to tell others and hundreds came running to see, amid a great clamor of rejoicing voices. A devotee ran to the room where Mahendra Maharaj and the others worked, and shouted, "Baba, Shri Haidakhan Baba has come!" Instantly, the four dropped their work and ran out and shared in this experience. After a few more minutes, the Light entered the room where the murti was and disappeared.

"This Light was about ten feet away from the gathering and Maharaj walked about there for some time along a straight line of about 125 feet, about two feet above the ground. Everyone saw it merely in the form of Light.

"The description of this Light is given in almost all religious books. Wherever there is a description of Him, it is always in the form of Light. In the great Vedic Gayatri Mantra, the word 'Bharg' has this significance. In the New Testament, the Light mentioned is in no way different from that written of in Hindu scriptures. In the Buddhist, Jain, Islamic - in fact, in all religions - there is this written reference to 'the Light.' But in such a collective form, during a sacrificial ceremony, for such a long time, walking about before all, showing His Glorious Image to all - such an event is almost unheard of in history."53

Some people reported that they saw, in the Light, the form of 'Old Haidakhan Baba,' clad in kurta (long shirt) and cap; Vishnu Dutt Shastriji says that he saw in the Light, which passed him at a distance of about ten feet, the young form of Shri Babaji. Shri Laxmi Narayan Mittal of Gwalior told me that the Light was so bright and pulsating that it was impossible to distinguish the features of the Form within the Light.

Later in the year 1957, Mahendra Maharaj wrote the book "Anupam Kripa," to share with others the experiences of Shri Babaji's Grace in the form of these appearances to him and others. The next year, Mahendra Baba wrote "Divya Kathamrit," which, like the Hindu Puranic texts, relates discussions among the gods, with guidance for humankind, and foretells the coming of Shri Babaji and activities which He would undertake.

In 1958, Mahendra Baba, who had been spending more and more time in Vrindaban, living with devotees on his visits there, persuaded his devotees to acquire property in Vrindaban to build an ashram. Devotees (mostly from Bombay) raised about 55,000 rupees and bought land and built the first rooms of the present ashram. Although Mahendra Baba had precise ideas for a fitting marble temple to Babaji on this site, it was not built in his lifetime. However, in 1958, when the first rooms were inaugurated, Mahendra Baba brought the murti of 'Old Haidakhan Baba' that was installed at Kathgharia in 1957, to this new ashram, where it remains today.

Mahendra Baba's Teachings

Mahendra Baba's teachings anticipated Shri Babaji's message in many respects; he communed deeply and often with Shri Babaji. He wrote of the essential unity of all of Creation and the necessity of harmony among all the elements of Creation. In a pamphlet entitled "Blessings and Precepts,"54 Mahendra Baba had this to say on these concepts:

"The human body and the infinite Brahman are similar in their creational structure. The materials for formation of both are the same. The resemblance is not in the physical body of the five elements only, but also in the subtle and causal bodies...

"If any part of the body is broken, one feels pain and consequential want. So also it is an indubitable fact that if there be any injury in any part of the universe, its effect - whether we know it or not - is sure to fall on the entire Brahman, in the natural course of events. [Italics mine.] Just as our affairs in our short lives are to some extent hereditary, in the same way actions in the vast universe are also determined and well organized. In the activity of our bodies, the cooperation of the sense organs is necessary; it is the same in the operation of the cosmos through the basic elements of Creation."55

Mahendra Baba wrote about the 'Jivatma' (the individual soul, or atma) and the 'Parmatma' (the universal Soul, or Brahman), noting that "the nature of both Jivatma and Parmatma is wholly identical. They are the manifested states of the same Being, just as the limited intelligence of childhood and the experience of old age are of the same person."

"Whether separately or unitedly - that is, individually or in association - a harmonious and genial cordiality is beneficial for all. If the literary man assigns to harmony a proper place in his realm; the administrator and politician conform to a harmonious way of thinking; the religious preceptor - keeping in view one truth in all religions - on seeing the same ideal in the infinite number of practices, preaches a religion of harmony to mankind throughout the entire world; then, surely, all demoniac and evil propensities, like man­made worries, envy, and vindictiveness, will very soon be banished from our society.

"We should begin this harmonious practice of general usefulness in our homes. We should regard all members of our family as parts of our body. We should entertain the same pure feeling of affinity toward our families as we have toward the organs of our bodies. Just as our pleasure and pain affect our minds and we feel worried and uneasy under those circumstances, we should be moved similarly in their weal and woe.

"From this stage, we shall learn to do service to the whole universal brotherhood. Mean selfishness has kept us dissociated from the universal fraternity: in reality, we are children of the same parents. Our wants are the same; we are inhabitants of the same earth; and the same God is the object of worship by us all."56 [Italics mine.]

Mahendra Maharaj, following Lord Shiva's counsel, urged people to follow the path of Truth, Simplicity and Love (Satya, Saralta, and Prem). Mahendra Baba described Truth as "Whatever the mind thinks, the voice should tell and the organs should do." In "Blessings and Precepts," he stated it this way:

"In all the religious books of the world, Truth has been given the highest veneration for the reason that there is most excellent harmony in it. Whatever the mind thinks, the eye should see the same, the ear should hear the same, speech should speak the same; in other words, perfect harmony and cooperation are necessary in mind, speech and action. That all these should remain in their proper place as complementary to each other is conducive to good."

Leading a simple, natural life develops the 'simplicity' that is helpful to walking this Path. To be 'simple', in this context, requires a clear conscience and detachment toward (not rejection of) the materialistic world. The practice of Truth, as defined above, helps in the development of Simplicity. Greed and lust and resultant anger, hostility, sorrow, and the strengthening of feelings of separateness are not compatible with Simplicity. To lead a simple life, one should consider practicing voluntary poverty. This is not a directive to renounce activity or wealth (which often comes to those who practice Truth, Simplicity and Love), but a standard against which to consider one's personal demands or one's criteria for personal "needs" in life.

Love is the basis of devotion. According to the Hindu scriptures, physical or sexual love does not lead beyond itself; but when the same love, or passionate desire, is directed toward God alone, it becomes devotion.

Mahendra Baba taught that will power supports Truth; physical power is involved in the control of Simplicity; the power of the heart controls Love and devotion. By practicing Truth, Simplicity and Love, one can gain control over mind, body and the feelings of the heart. By the harmonious use of these 'controls' and by practicing tolerance and the remembrance of God's name, one can reach God. Walking this Path leads to a happy, useful, and contented life in the material world in which we live, based on realization of what life is all about.57

Vishnu Dutt and Giridhari Lal Mishra

Vishnu Dutt Mishra -"Shastriji"

Vishnu Dutt Mishra and Giridhari Lal Mishra were two brothers from the present Indian state of Rajasthan. Their father and father's fathers before them were the raj gurus (gurus of the kings) of the Alwar state, and Vishnu Dutt has also held this title. Vishnu Dutt is a "shastri" - a scholar with an "acharya" degree in Sanskrit from Benares University (the equivalent of a Ph. D.) - who taught Hindi and Sanskrit in the secondary school at Rajgarh, District Alwar, in Rajasthan. His younger brother, Giridhari Lal, was a highly respected judge in the Rajasthan Judicial Service.

In 1951 or 1952, when Vishnu Dutt was about 43 and Giridhari Lal was about 37 years old, and when Giridhari Lal was performing his duties and living in Bandikui (not far from Rajgarh), Mahendra Baba visited Bandikui. Giridhari Lal met Mahendra Baba during that visit. On the same day, Vishnu Dutt felt called to go to Bandikui and he also met Mahendra Baba, through Giridhari Lal, at the railroad station, as Mahendra Baba was leaving Bandikui. As the train was about to move, Mahendra Baba told Vishnu Dutt that when the two brothers lived in the same town, he would come to them. After about one month, Giridhari Lal was transferred from Bandikui to Rajgarh, and Mahendra Baba started visiting them frequently.

Vishnu Dutt (known as "Shastriji") had a remarkable memory for the scriptures, in both Sanskrit and Hindi, and could recite long passages from memory. Mahendra Maharaj used to ask Shastriji to recite various scriptures to him. One day, in 1954, Mahendra Baba remarked, "You recite so well; why can't you write some literature?"

The next day, Mahendra Baba had Giridhari Lal take him to a place outside of Rajgarh for his bath. When Shastriji, at home, took his bath, as he poured the first pitcher of water, an original sloka (a religious verse of praise) came into his mind, and he spoke it as he bathed. He wrote it down and when Mahendra Baba returned, Shastriji showed him the sloka. Mahendra Baba was delighted and said that a gift of 10,000 rupees could not make him so happy. He told Shastriji the sloka - and the ability to compose it - was the blessing of the Divine Mother and that he now had Her full blessings.

The next day, when Shastriji went to school, in a free period he started writing slokas - and they flowed easily, almost automatically. When he showed them to Mahendra Maharaj that evening, Mahendra Maharaj was so excited that he literally jumped for joy, and then put his hand on Shastriji's head in blessing. Ever since this time, Shastriji has been able to compose easily whatever he wishes. He had never written anything for publication before, nor had any thought of doing so.

The following day Mahendra Maharaj left for Vrindaban. As he was sitting in the bus, he blessed Shastriji again and assured him that he could write whatever he wanted. This started Shastriji on his first book, "Sadguru Stuti Kusmanjali," a book of prayers to and verses about Shri Babaji. The whole book was written in seven or eight days. It was written in Sanskrit verse and translated into Hindi, also in verse form. When it was completed, Giridhari Lal read it and became very excited, asking how such an excellent book could be written in such a short time. He insisted that he and Shastriji take the manuscript to Mahendra Maharaj, so they went to Vrindaban the next day.

They found Mahendra Maharaj sitting by a small pond, in meditation. They sat down before him and after two or three minutes he opened his eyes. Immediately, he asked what they had brought, and Shastriji handed the manuscript to Mahendra Baba. Mahendra Baba had Shastriji read the book to him as they sat there. Shastriji read until about 3 p.m., when Mahendra Baba interrupted and apologized for not having given them tea, even yet, but this day was closing day for shops in this part of Vrindaban and what could he do? "Well," he said, "you go on reciting and we'll see about food later." Shastriji continued to read. About twenty minutes later, a young girl, carrying a tray of sweets and tea, came up and put the tray before them and went away.