Whole: from losing yourself to loving yourself

These men were not only strong personalities but were surrounded by equally accomplished people: their families, friends, partners—a whole layer of confident, realized people. And I did not receive this “on a silver platter.” It was the result of my choice, my growth, my strength, my femininity, my fearlessness, and… my meditations. Yes, I literally meditated on the relationships of my dreams.

Once, I was walking through summer Moscow with a friend. It was a magical stroll. We chatted, laughed, shared our desires, and began dreaming out loud, visualizing in intricate detail. At one point, I said clearly: “On October 15, my man and I will have dinner by the ocean. It will be romantic, deep, real.” You know, when you say something from your body, from your heart—it’s not fantasy. It’s a message to the Universe. And it works.