The Path to Myself

INTRODUCTION

This book is for all people who have started on the path of self-discovery. It presents my personal experience and insights that will help anyone embark on the path of awareness. To know oneself and realize being.

The reader will learn how events occur, how a person creates reality, and how possibilities open up. Understanding the essence, they will be able to take even greater control over their life and, first and foremost, become more whole and happier. The reader will be able to balance all phases of life relevant to them: physical health, spiritual development, and control over their mind.

I emphasize once again – this is where the balancing of the three components of our personality begins: soul, mind, and physical body.

This book is for those who have decided to change themselves and are ready to radically change not only their own life but also, by their example, the lives of those around them. Once consciously embarking on the path of self-development, a person will no longer want to return to their previous level of existence. Moving from level to level, they will begin to think differently and look at all life situations from the angle of conscious perception.

The path to awareness is always development and always a process. This path practically never ends: it has many levels, and the more aware a person becomes, the more they become a magician of their own life. Their being can favorably influence people, events, and bring much more good into their life and this world.

All people seek happiness, peace, well-being. Life is created in such a way that there is no nonlinearity. There is a striving for balance everywhere, but this life is more like a wave. Circumstances can be different: in some, everything is difficult when the wave goes down, in others – it is joyful and the wave crest is high. Then the balancing turns out to be low too. As a result, the amplitude increases. When a person becomes calmer and realizes the principles of being, knows themselves, many opportunities open up for them, and most importantly, this amplitude decreases. That is, a person gets maximum pleasure from life.

And when difficulties come, thanks to calmness and awareness, they resolve themselves. That is, when faced with difficulties, a person realizes that the most optimal solution to the problem is happening in their life. Tools appear to optimize every experience. There comes an understanding that everything that happens is all good. Even in the most critical events, an aware person has more opportunities, happy moments in this life.

When a person can spend most of their life in this calm, joyful, happy state, life takes on new colors, energy appears, motivation, talents open up or existing talents develop to the fullest. An aware person has the opportunity to improve relationships with all characters in life, to get harmony and pleasure from these relationships in all spheres.

In this book, a person receives practically an instruction and a set of tools that they can try to use for themselves on the path of their own awareness.

Awareness is needed to achieve inner understanding, find inner peace, which will lead to harmony and a feeling of happiness.

From the book, the reader will understand how important physical development, emotional development, spiritual development, and social development are for a quality happy life.

Self-development is the most important part of modern human life. Without personal development, life is usually boring and monotonous.

It’s never too late to start self-development. And this path has no endpoint.

This book can become a guide to life. It’s like an instruction manual for a refrigerator. Having such a guide at hand, a person can track their states in the present moment, find and fix everything that prevents them from being in joy. They will begin to live a full life and, if desired, change everything with their own hands. By asking themselves questions, a person can easily find their talents and purpose. There will be no place for stress. A person will learn to forgive, give, and be grateful.

This path can be described in two words – finding oneself or the meaning of life.

The soul came here for experience. The brighter the experience, the more joyful the soul is. Realizing one’s talents provides the brightest impressions. Even just enjoying a breath of air for as long as possible is already a great success. But it’s even cooler to give other souls the opportunity to go through a bright life experience by your own example.

The longer others remember us after we’re gone, the greater the good we have brought to this world during our life.

MY STORY

I was never a religious person. In the Soviet Union, I wasn’t instilled with an interest in religion. And love for spirituality was practically forbidden, or rather, it was not accepted to be a spiritual person. At that time, everyone experienced a lack of everyday comforts. But there was a happy moment – the lack of everyday aspects was successfully compensated by the courtyard and communication with neighborhood kids, and later with classmates. Yes, society didn’t give me knowledge about spirituality, but I’m grateful that it instilled in me a love for animals. And I’m grateful to society for the formation of conscience. It seems to me that from childhood I understood what was right or wrong. And the combination of kindness and conscience is already a kind of spirituality.

In 1992, I began to receive my first knowledge in the field of philosophy. At that time, in the final work, our entire class was supposed to prove that God doesn’t exist. But not a single person coped with the task. Questions arose: why is the Earth shaped like a drop, what does an ant know, is a microbe conscious. The questions remained unanswered, and life went on its course amid concerns about choosing a profession, family, and children. And it was necessary to develop in this direction.

I did many things in life unconsciously: studying out of necessity and in anticipation of higher income prospects. I chose a woman the same way: I have a conscience, I’m kind, and she loved me. So, I took pity on her.

I always did what was best for others, but it wasn’t at all due to consciousness. There was no spirituality in my choices at all. That’s why it turned out that my own choice seemed to be imposed from the outside and was never my own.

So, I drifted through life with closed eyes. I made decisions in the dark, gained experience.

What else is needed: there’s a family, children; we live in the best place on the Planet. The children are well provided for, a career has been made. Yes, there are problems in the relationship with my spouse, I don’t take care of my body. But one day, the lost interest in life began to manifest as stress. That’s how I found myself trapped by depression. This became the starting point on the path of finding myself.

I began to ask myself questions:

Why do I want to sleep again every morning when I open my eyes?

Why lethargy?

Why don’t I want anything in life?

Why are sufferings necessary?

It turns out that I needed to live to 45 years old, sink below rock bottom just to want to find the truth. I searched for it everywhere. Information came in a stream: books, videos.

I engaged in physical development: went to the gym, lost excess weight, began to allow myself tasty food and beautiful clothes. An interest appeared in building proper relationships with loved ones, new relationships with women and a desire to give more to children.

Almost in one period, several events occurred at once: I left my family; my father passed away; my previously well-gaining career momentum declined, and then I even lost my job completely.

Fortunately, at that very moment, I found a new relationship with a woman with whom I now want to create a family.

I realize that the rapid development of subsequent events is precisely related to the search for myself. I didn’t associate this with spirituality or philosophy. I needed to understand who Gennady is.

Questions were becoming more and more:

Why am I here?

What is my calling?

What are my talents?

What are my blocks and fears?

Why do I make certain decisions in certain situations?

That’s how sources of information began to open up. There was a need for knowledge, which I received from Joe Dispenza, Alexander Palienko, Napoleon Hill, and other popular authors and bloggers. Most of the information came through YouTube. Every free minute from work and household duties, I consumed information. Thanks to Alexander Palienko, I learned to be grateful, which significantly reduced the level of life stress. He has such a practice where you thank absolutely everything: for every breath of air, for the sky being blue, for everything, including lessons in the form of troubles. Immersing myself in the practice, I began to feel like both a man and a woman, and at the same time whole. That’s how I managed to switch my mood from problems and negativity to positivity.

The path to consciousness didn’t actually happen at the snap of fingers. It was long and thorny. And it continues to this day.

Each person has their own individual path in finding themselves. Interest is important here. And this is the most powerful realization. Any interest is already a path. And it definitely leads a person to themselves. Of course, you can go to yourself through struggle. This road will also lead to the goal. Only it will be much longer than going through interest.

It became possible to feel the flow of energy. And when we are in such an emotional tone, many ideas open up to us. It was in this state in 2019 that I found myself on a business trip to Brazil. There I met a woman whom I had created in my imagination. I was charmed. She didn’t need to be saved. She didn’t need to be pitied. And I allowed myself to have this woman in my life. There were a thousand reasons why this meeting should not have taken place. But I turned off logic and closed my mind. That’s why such a woman appeared in my life. I opened my heart, which became the launching pad for all subsequent events.

Everyone who remembers the youthful state of being in love will confirm how in this period a continuous flow of energy is felt and what role emotional tone with butterflies in the stomach plays in solving any other life tasks.

Subsequent events developed very rapidly. I fully realized my life. Now there were no doubts – until now I had not been myself, I had always adapted.

When this opened up to me, I climbed out of this box, or like an actor took off the mask, and opened my soul to another person. This was the most powerful decision at that moment. After all, we know many examples when in response to such an action you can hear “I don’t need this”. Then a person closes up – it hurts them. In our case, it was a vibrational match. Elisa, that’s my woman’s name, turned out to be a conscious person too. She doesn’t speak English; I don’t know Portuguese. But we mutually opened up to each other. We started communicating. And it turned out that in our manifestations we were creating each other. This happened almost simultaneously: after divorcing my wife, I was sitting in my apartment in San Francisco and thinking about what kind of woman I would like to meet in a Brazilian bar, and she in Brazil was creating the image of a man like me. Moreover, as it turned out, Elisa had been dreaming of a man like me since childhood.

Our relationship lasted four days. I returned to America, and the business trip romance, according to common templates, should have ended. But in our case, the usual patterns didn’t work. Everything happened exactly the opposite. I felt my woman close even being at a huge distance from her. The desire to communicate didn’t disappear for a minute. We arranged business trips for ourselves. We met either in Bali or in Singapore. Either she came to me in California, or I went to her in Brazil again.

In the process of rapid development of relationships, I continued to open up, learn Portuguese. I noticed that sentence construction in Portuguese grammar is very similar to the Russian version. And since we communicated every day, Portuguese words began to come out of me on their own. The effect of understanding each other with half a word was facilitated by sensory perception: her look, voice, tone of voice. I enjoyed every second and dissolved in this state.

I understood that now I’m living my own life. Doing my own things, being 1000 miles away, I constantly feel this person nearby. I can talk to her out loud, for example, before going to sleep. And in the morning, she calls me and says that she felt how I came and literally conveys all my words. This is sensory perception.

It was 2019. COVID. First there was a job loss. Then by the end of the year, a transition to a new job. And all this time I felt huge support from this person. Elisa is a spiritual and positive person. She is Catholic and deeply religious. But this doesn’t mean that she didn’t miss a single service. I don’t remember why I was imposed with an assumption back in the day when my mother, during our life in Moldova, said that I could visit any mosques except a Catholic church. However, when Elisa was with me and suggested choosing one of the Sundays to dedicate it to visiting a Catholic church, I didn’t doubt for a minute and went there with her. This event impressed me with cool energy, silence and calmness. Elisa participated in the prayer service, and I practically meditated: I closed my eyes and thanked for being with this person, that I can breathe, that I have a family, that my children are well provided for, I thanked the sky and the sun. At the end of the service, we thanked each other and returned to our business.

Elisa went through a very interesting positive but difficult path in life. She grew up in a large family. At 16—17 years old, when she became pregnant, her family turned away from her for some religious Catholic reasons. Taking responsibility for herself and her future, the girl raised her child without any help, and got an education. Now she is a cool specialist in the field of dentistry and beauty.

At that moment, I felt a powerful flow of energy. And thanks to the incredible round-the-clock support of my woman, energy was gushing. Time itself slowed down: I performed a bunch of things in short periods and didn’t feel tired. There was such a feeling that nothing exists. There is only our world and in it only two people as one whole. Everything was interesting together: communicating, eating, dancing, walking and even being silent. We were in such a fulfilled state almost all the time.

After the end of the pandemic, nothing more prevented us. And the last New Year I allowed myself to meet in Brazil. For three weeks I was in the jungle with her family, none of whom speak English. When everyone has winter, Brazil has summer. Therefore, New Year there is paradise with an abundance of fruits, paradise in the circle of now close people, where they accept you as a relative, and when seeing off, they even cry. Rapid transformation captured everyone then. Incredible realizations about life began to come, I began to resonate more with my children. I no longer did any business on autopilot – everything was only consciously.

And here in February-March I am driving to the airport which is nine hours away, with YouTube turned on. I’m listening to Alexander Palienko. The first video ends and a new one with Vladimir Belyaev starts. I feel that it resonates with me. I don’t switch. And so, I listened to him for all nine hours.

Having reached the place, I immediately wrote to Vladimir’s team that I want to talk with him. Vladimir also immediately noted my energy. I already felt this myself and by this time I already had experience in conducting free sessions in English. There, more than 80 people came to me at the same time. But I didn’t teach anyone, I just shared my experience. People listened with interest. And there were cool reviews. Only all the knowledge gained remained in theory – no one did anything more. I called people, and they all thanked, realized everything. They said that everything I told them was unique and helps in something, but nothing happened further.

And here Vladimir says to write myself a check for $58,000,000, and put it in my wallet.

“You are now ‘money’. Wherever you go – money comes with you,” he says.

The game began, and I liked it.

By that time, after staying in San Francisco for three months, Elisa had left. Now staying alone, I continued to be in a state of euphoria. And on this rise, I continued to know myself: I found fears, resentments, guilt. I began to understand what it means to love oneself. I learned from Vladimir that the most important and beloved person in this world is I. I am the only one in this world. Only “I” am one – all the rest are my mirrors.

Transformation lessons with Victoria and Vladimir were very interesting. More and more realizations came. Energy was gushing. Practices began to work: we worked through fears, resentments, guilt with Victoria and Vladimir. I still didn’t fully believe in myself, but when something started to work out, it became more and more interesting.

For example, I found some fear of mine, named it, realized that it exists, said “Get lost!”. I began to check in sensations whether the fear was gone or not and found that it was no longer there. That is, I’m really not afraid anymore. So, it worked.

Then I wrote about this experience of mine in a closed transformation Telegram chat. And since these experiences were becoming more and more, I got so carried away that I continued to share about each of my transformation results with colleagues in this game. From the number of realizations, I couldn’t even sleep. I continuously recorded my realizations in voice messages and sent them to the chat. No one stopped me.

I’m grateful to Victoria and Vladimir for allowing me to pour out my realizations in batches in messages. Among the colleagues in this game was Slava. He even began to get angry when in the morning before work, trying to read something important, he saw a huge stream of messages in all closed chats, and they were all from me. But I didn’t do this on purpose. And I realized that if I had taken a pen in my hand then, nothing would have worked out at all. I practically didn’t sleep, and I had no need for sleep. I was on an incredible rise. Energy didn’t go anywhere, I felt great. When I asked Vladimir and Victoria what was happening to me, they said: “Congratulations, you’ve connected to the flow”.

I began to realize the present Moment as well. Everything I felt, I checked in the Moment. Let’s say I noticed stress.

“Okay. One second”.

I listen to myself.

“Exactly – stress”.

I realized the state, went and drank water. No stress! It works in one-two-three. That’s how I constantly tracked my states. Then I began to share the experience.

At the same time, realizations from the field of psychology began to open up. I began to understand that we are our own creators. And since I am the Creator, then everything – both good and bad – I create myself. And this means that I can change everything myself. If I find the reason, realize it, work it out and use the opportunity to change the scenario. Everything I worked out on myself had a positive effect. And I wanted to try this with people from my environment. Friends, neighbors, and even a homeless person became like my guinea pigs. I continued to share the results of my experiments with people.

Then calls slowly began. A real example: a person has been lying for 10 years, doesn’t get up – after talking with me, improvement begins. We communicate remotely. I ask if she has something in her surroundings. For example, a parrot or a dog. I say to look at the parrot, imagine that it’s me, and that we are communicating and you are receiving a message for healing. That’s how a positive outcome happened – the woman got out of bed. Although it was still painful, but the progress was huge. And I continued to play with psychological tools. But this was no longer just theory – everything was confirmed by practice. Sometimes something didn’t work out. Well, this is just the beginning. But, in principle, if a person masters this information, everything will be subject to them. They will become the master of their life. And this is very cool.

Motivating people is not even help. I realized that when you change yourself, help yourself, then the environment changes, which means life changes, the Planet changes, the whole World changes. It’s very important to share experience and information. However, there should be no imposition in this matter. Even the most interesting and incredible experience may not be accepted if it is imposed on a person who is not ready to accept it. This was the case, for example, with my younger brother, with whom I have had the best relationship since childhood of all people on the planet. Due to the incorrectly presented information by me, when I excitedly told him how life can be changed, my brother, after listening to me, asked:

“You speak cool. But did you ask if I need to change my life? Maybe I’m satisfied with everything I have. Maybe I’m already happy. If I needed this, I would have come to you for help”.

And this was a cool moment. It was a hard landing and an important realization that not everything that is useful to me can be useful to other people. First of all, a person must be ready for this. Only they can take responsibility for their life. When I realized this, I chose a new format for presenting information. And now I share only my own experience, and the choice always remains with the person.

Everything is individual. Since I am an emotional person, with a huge amount of energy, even the coolest information is perceived differently by everyone. Then a powerful realization came to me at that moment that the coolest transmission of information is silence.

It’s like a form of meditation. Some realizations come to us, we can use various messages. That is, we kind of program ourselves, using manifestations to fulfill our desires. But in the same way, with the help of silence, any information can be transmitted to another person. It was with the use of this technique that Slava appeared in my life. This is my partner in the transformation game who was annoyed by the flow of my realizations in the chat. The appearance of Slava in my life became confirmation of the version that coincidences are not accidental. Literally three weeks later, Slava, my colleague in online transformation with Vladimir Belyaev, appeared in my apartment in California.

Since we found ourselves in a pair with the same degree of awareness, completely new worlds have opened up to us. Thanks to this tandem, we constantly find confirmation of everything that happens to us. For example, we can smell the same scent that is emitted at a distance from us. With the help of sensory perception, many facts have been revealed when we confirmed each other’s versions of various cases. When two people have identical versions of what is happening, when one’s assumptions are confirmed by another, it is no longer fantasy. This is such an extraordinary reality. For example, on the way to a certain place, we could already describe it in quite detail, down to the geometry and landscape of the area. And when we got close, we got convinced of our version 100%. So the game began to become reality.

And when you start sharing this information with friends, they laugh, say it’s cool, a cool anecdote, a cool story, you made it up cool. But in our case, when there is a person nearby who is experiencing exactly the same experience, we no longer need to prove anything to anyone. This is how faith comes. Faith would have come in any case to me alone. But without Slava, it would have taken much longer.

This is how the realization came to share my experience on a larger scale. There was a huge desire to improve the lives of people all over the Planet.