Child of Grace

It was foolish to deny the obvious. But neither was she about to explain her reaction to this stranger.

Luke rested his elbows on the table. “Have I done something to offend or alarm you during our short acquaintance?”

“No. You haven’t.” She took a deep breath.

He pinned her with an intent gaze. “This youth center is too important to fall victim to a personality quirk. If you don’t think we can work together, tell me now.”

Kelsey was taken aback by his candor. From everything she’d heard and seen, he appeared to be a principled, compassionate…safe man. What could she have to fear from a former army doctor?

She forced herself to meet his eyes. “The truth is, I’m a bit battle-scarred myself. I apologize if I’ve offended you. Maybe we should start over.”

He gave a slow nod and lifted his coffee cup. “I’ll drink to that.”

IRENE HANNON

writes both romance and romantic suspense and is the author of more than thirty-five novels, including the bestselling Heroes of Quantico series—Against All Odds, An Eye For An Eye and In Harm’s Way. A four-time RITA® Award (the “Oscar” of romantic fiction) finalist, she took home the golden statuette in 2003. Her books have also been honored with a Daphne du Maurier award, two Reviewers’ Choice awards from RT Book Reviews magazine and a HOLT medallion. A former corporate communications executive with a Fortune 500 company, Irene now writes full-time. She and her husband make their home in Missouri. For more information, Irene invites you to visit her website at www.irenehannon.com.

Child of Grace

Irene Hannon

Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I consecrated you.

—Jeremiah 1:5

To my husband, Tom—

Thank you for being my partner on this journey called life.

Contents

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Sixteen

Epilogue

Letter to Reader

Questions for Discussion

Chapter One

Someone was on his beach.

Frowning, Luke Turner stopped halfway down the forty wooden steps that led to what was supposed to be a private beach on the shores of Lake Michigan. But the brim of a large, floppy hat peeked above the wide swath of tall grass between the base of the steps and the open sand. And it was low to the ground. Meaning the woman who owned it was sitting, not just pausing to admire the view while strolling by.

A definite breach of beach etiquette in this part of the world.

Stifling a sigh, he resettled the frame of his chair on his shoulder, took a sip of coffee from his mug and resumed his descent. He hadn’t planned to start his visit to Pier Cove with a confrontation. He’d seen enough conflict during his past ten years as an army doctor to last a lifetime. Now that his enlistment was up, he just wanted some quiet time to reacclimatize to civilian life, complete one final mission before heading home to Atlanta and the E.R. job that awaited him, and chill.

And he’d planned to do a lot of that chilling on his private beach.

At the bottom of the steps, he stopped again to take another sip of coffee. He didn’t want to make a scene. But he didn’t appreciate trespassers, either. When Mark had offered him the use of his place, he’d said the house next door, which shared the beach, had been unoccupied since the owner died last fall. Luke was well within his rights to tell the woman to move on.

And maybe this would be easy. It was possible she was a vacationer who didn’t know most Michigan beaches were private. If so, he could direct her to the public beach a short stroll away. Then he could enjoy this sunny Saturday morning in peaceful isolation.

Fortified by that little pep talk, he followed the narrow path through the swaying grass and stepped onto the sand.

The interloper was angled slightly away from him, seated in a beach chair, her long, shapely legs stretched in front of her, a pair of flip-flops askew in the sand beside them, as if she’d kicked them off. She was wrapped in a gaudy beach towel to ward off the morning chill Mark had warned him was common on the lakeshore even in mid-July, and her eyes were hidden behind sunglasses. Shoulder-length blond hair peeked beneath the brim of her hat, and her head was bent as she perused a book. Beside her, a thermos was stuck into the top of an overflowing beach bag, and she was juggling a mug of coffee in one hand.

In other words, she was settled in for the duration.

Bracing himself, Luke cleared his throat.

At the sound, the woman jerked toward him. The coffee sloshed out of her mug, and she yelped as the hot liquid splashed onto her skin.

Nice approach, Turner. Scare her half to death.

Luke took a step forward. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to startle you.”

Keeping a wary eye on him, she dumped the rest of her coffee into the sand and struggled out of the low-slung chair. The book slid off her lap as she rose, and the towel slipped from around her shoulders. She grabbed it…but not before he got a good look at her rounded figure.

She was pregnant.

Very pregnant.

And apparently unmarried.

Her empty ring finger was front and center as she readjusted the towel around her shoulders and clutched it in front of her.

So was the pink spot on the back of her other hand.

He took another step toward her, eyeing the burn. “Cold water will…”

She stumbled back, almost tripping over her chair on the uneven sand.

He stopped.

So did she.

But she scanned the beach, as if seeking…help?

Although he couldn’t see much of her face under the large hat, and her eyes were hidden behind the glasses, he was picking up fear. Not just leftover fear from being startled, but panic almost. She seemed poised to flee. As if she thought he might become violent.

Did he look that angry?

Maybe. More than one medic had told him he was intimidating—especially when aggravated. Plus, at six-one he usually had a height advantage in any confrontation. And today he had a big one. The woman across from him couldn’t be more than five-three, five-four. But he wasn’t that mad about her being on his beach.

He forced his taut features to relax and summoned up a smile. “I’m not in the habit of…”

“This is a private beach.”

At her accusatory tone, his smile faded. “Yes, it is. My beach, as a matter of fact.”

Her brow wrinkled. “No, it’s my beach. Maybe you got turned around coming through the grass.”

“Maybe you did.” He gestured toward the top of the bluff with his mug. “I’m staying at Mark Lewis’s place. I got in late last night.”

The creases marring her forehead deepened. “I live next door.”

Luke didn’t try to hide his skepticism. “Mark told me the owner of that house had died and the place was empty.”

The muscles in her throat contracted as she swallowed. “The owner was my grandmother. She passed away in October. I inherited the house and moved in four months ago.”

Although the woman still seemed nervous, she tipped up her chin and held her ground.

Spunky little thing.

Luke took a sip of his coffee as he mulled over her claim. Mark had been out of the country for months, on an overseas assignment for his company. It was possible he wasn’t up-to-date on his neighbors. And this woman didn’t appear to be lying. Nor did she seem to be any happier about sharing the beach than he was.

He surveyed the strip of sand. It was narrow, but wide. They ought to be able to make this work.

“I’ll tell you what—why don’t we start over, seeing that we’ll be neighbors for a few weeks?” Once more he tried out a smile. Setting his mug on the sand, he moved toward her and extended his hand. “Let me introduce—”

Her grip on the towel tightened, and she took another step back.

Flummoxed, he stopped a few feet away, his hand still extended. What was with her, anyway? Maybe they hadn’t gotten off on the best foot, but he hadn’t done anything threatening.

As she secured the towel around her shoulders, his gaze dropped to the pink spot on her hand. It was turning red, and he suspected a blister would soon form.

He dropped his hand and nodded toward hers. “You need to put that under cold water. And it would help to cover it with sterile gauze. Cutting off the air will ease the discomfort and protect the skin. I have some if you need it.”

“Thanks. I’ll be fine.”

She worked her feet into her flip-flops, then retrieved her mug and book and shoved them into the beach bag—all the while keeping tabs on him. Slinging the canvas tote over her shoulder, she folded up her chair, tucked it under her arm and started toward the stairs.

The thought of her trying to navigate the steep, narrow steps in her condition while juggling the chair and tote sent a chill down Luke’s spine.

“Why don’t you let me help you with some of that?” He fell in behind her.

Throwing an alarmed glance over her shoulder, she picked up her pace. “I can manage. I do this all the time. Thanks.” The expression of gratitude was tacked on, like an afterthought.

He fell back, watching as she plunged into the tall grass and followed the faint path, holding his breath while she labored up the wooden steps. When she took a quick look back toward the beach from the top, he raised a hand in farewell.

She ignored him.

Five seconds later she disappeared, heading toward the small bungalow tucked among the trees that he’d noticed from his bedroom window this morning.

Talk about strange encounters.

Shaking his head, he picked up his mug and moved farther down the beach, near the edge of the property line. As far away from the pregnant blonde’s spot as possible. They might have to share the beach, but it was big enough for both of them. Better yet, his privacy should be safe. His neighbor didn’t strike him as the warm, friendly, talkative type.

As he unfolded his chair, Luke tried to look on the bright side. If he had to have a neighbor, at least she wasn’t part of some large, noisy family with a passel of kids who would disrupt his coveted and much-anticipated beach time.

Of course, it was possible his aloof beach mate had a husband or boyfriend or kids stashed in the bungalow. But some sixth sense told him she was here alone.

So where was the baby’s father? Why wasn’t he here to help her carry stuff up and down the steps?

Not your problem, Turner.

Determined to put his solitary neighbor out of his mind and enjoy the expansive view of the sparkling lake, Luke settled into his chair. He’d spent the past ten years caring about people in distress. Sometimes too much. Combat medicine was brutal, the injuries grievous, the mortality rate high. Eventually, the loss of life ate at your gut. He was here to heal. To keep a promise. To move on.

The last thing he needed was one more person to worry about.

As she held her hand under the cold running water in her kitchen sink, Kelsey Anderson focused on the dazzling expanse of blue water stretching to the horizon.

In the four months since she’d moved into the sturdy little cottage that had been built to withstand the brutal winter winds and ice of the Michigan lakeshore, this view had always calmed her. It carried her back to the carefree visits of her youth, when she and her parents and sister had come here for two or three weeks every summer. And it was the same view that had consoled her when she and Gram came alone all the summers after her mom died, while her dad had been working and her older sister had been busy with her part-time job.

But thanks to a tall, dark-haired man with broad shoulders, a powerful chest and biceps that were more scary than impressive, it didn’t console her today.

If she had to have a neighbor, why couldn’t it have been a single woman? Or an older couple? Or a family?

Why did it have to be a strong, lone male?

A shiver ran through her, and she turned off the tap. But memories, not cold water, accounted for her sudden chill. Memories she’d been trying hard to contain. And she’d done a good job of that.

Until today.

Taking a calming breath, she examined the coffee burn on the back of her right hand. A blister had formed, and when she flexed her fingers the patch stung. Her neighbor had suggested she cover it with gauze, but how many people kept gauze in their house? A Band-Aid would have to suffice.

As she rummaged through her first aid supplies in the bathroom vanity, she tried not to let the stranger’s appearance ruin her day. But she always looked forward to her solitary Saturday mornings on the beach. She relished those quiet early hours before she opened her quilt shop for the weekend.

That peaceful interlude wasn’t going to happen today, though.

And perhaps not again until her neighbor left.

Unfortunately, he’d mentioned being here for a few weeks. That would take them to the end of summer—and the end of morning weather conducive to sitting on the beach.

But maybe the allure of the sand and surf would wear off for him after a few days, and she’d have it to herself again. That often happened with visitors.

At least she could hope.

The view was great, and Luke shifted around in his beach chair, trying to unwind and enjoy it. But he couldn’t find a comfortable position. Instead of chilling out, he felt restless—and more than a little guilty. He was sorry now about chasing off the jittery blonde. She seemed as much in need of a quiet respite as he did.

His relaxing morning a bust, Luke gave up. He had things to do anyway. Unpack, stock up on some groceries in Douglas or Saugatuck, get his thoughts together for Monday’s meeting. He could try the beach again tonight. Watch the sunset, perhaps. They were supposed to be spectacular around here.

After draining his mug in the sand, he rose, he folded up his chair and set off for the steps.

As he waded through the tall grass, a book lying in the sand caught his eye. The one the blonde had shoved into the top of her beach bag before her hasty departure.

He bent to retrieve it, flipping the cover over to read the title: Banishing Fear—How to Find Courage in Christ.

A woman of faith. Interesting.

An interesting title, too.

What was his neighbor afraid of? And why was she seeking courage?

Weighing the book in his hand, he debated what to do with it. He doubted she’d appreciate him showing up at her door. Especially holding a book with a revealing title like this. But he couldn’t leave it in the sand, either.

She had a back porch, though. He’d glimpsed it this morning from his bedroom window. If he left it there, there’d be no need for face-to-face contact.

Decision made, he started up the steps. It was a long haul, and despite his stringent exercise regime, he was breathing harder after the steep climb. As he paused at the top, he glanced at the back of the bungalow next door, visible through the trees that divided the properties. The trek up would have been a lot tougher for his pregnant neighbor. Based on the quick glimpse he’d gotten when her towel had slipped, she was seven or eight months along—and she’d been lugging a lot more stuff than he was.

Yet she’d refused his offer of assistance.

A woman of mystery, no question about it.

He made a quick detour to lean his beach chair against one of the two Adirondack chairs behind Mark’s Cape Cod-style, white clapboard house, setting his mug on the chair’s broad arm. Then he crossed the lawn, circled around the woods and headed for his neighbor’s porch.

His step faltered, however, as the screened structure came into view.

She was inside.

He’d have turned around at once—except he didn’t like what he saw. She was balanced on a ladder, reaching toward the fixture in the ceiling. Attempting to change a lightbulb.

And the ladder didn’t look any too stable.

He lengthened his stride.

All at once, as if to reinforce his conclusion, the ladder wobbled. As he broke into a sprint, she clutched at the sides, dropping the replacement bulb in the process. He heard it shatter as he took the two porch steps in one leap, opened the door and grabbed for the ladder, tossing the book he was carrying onto a wicker settee.

His sudden appearance seemed to rattle her as much as the wobbling ladder had. Sucking in a sharp breath, she tried to descend quickly. But she missed a rung, and Luke relinquished his grip on the ladder to catch her when she slipped backward.

As his arms went around her and he absorbed her weight, he heard her panicked gasp. Felt the tremors coursing through her. Sensed her almost palpable fear.

And when her oversized T-shirt slipped off one shoulder, he also saw the jagged scar of recent vintage near her collarbone.

“You’re okay.” He gentled his voice, his focus still on the scar. “I’ve got you. Take a few deep breaths.”

If she heard him, she gave no indication. Instead, she jerked out of his arms and stumbled toward her back door. As if she was running away.

Again.

As she fumbled with the knob, her back to him, he tried to reassure her.

“Look—I just came over to return your book. You must have dropped it on the beach.”

She froze. Checked him out over her shoulder.

He tipped his head toward the book on the settee.

Flicking a look in that direction, she blushed. Then she turned halfway toward him, keeping one hand on the knob. As if prepared to flee at the slightest provocation. “Thank you.”

“No problem.” He gestured toward the ladder. “I think you need to replace that. It’s seen better days.”

“I will.”

“In the meantime, why don’t you let me change the bulb for you?”

“That’s not necessary. Thank you.”

Let it go, Luke. She doesn’t want your help.

Even as that advice echoed in his mind, Luke found himself pushing—for reasons that eluded him.

“I don’t mind. Might as well finish the job, as long as the ladder’s out.”

Without waiting for a reply, he repositioned the ladder and climbed up two rungs. Then he angled toward her expectantly.

She lifted her head and regarded him in silence, her expression uncertain.

He waited her out. Trying to maintain a pleasant, nonthreatening demeanor. Trying to figure out what was going on with his skittish neighbor. And trying not to get distracted by the wide green eyes fringed with thick, sweeping lashes, that had been hidden behind sunglasses earlier.

At last, she fumbled for the knob behind her. “Okay. Give me a minute.”

With that, she disappeared inside. The door shut behind her. And though he was a few feet away, he heard the lock quietly slide into place.

Did he come across as that untrustworthy? Or was there some other reason for his neighbor’s extreme caution?

Like that scar?

As he puzzled over those questions, he heard the lock again. A moment later, she exited, bulb in hand. Moving toward him, she stayed as far back as possible and held it up.

He had to lean sideways to reach it. As soon as the transfer was made, she retreated to the door.

After unscrewing the old bulb, he inserted the new one and rejoined her on the porch floor. He spoke over his shoulder as he folded up the rickety ladder.

“Where would you like this?”

“Just set it against the wall for now.”

He did as she asked. He wasn’t crazy about her carrying the heavy old wooden ladder, but it was better than her climbing on it. And he suspected he’d pushed enough for one day.

Brushing off his hands, he moved to the porch door—trying to give her the wide perimeter of personal space she seemed to require.

“By the way, I’ve staked out a spot at the far end of the beach. That way, we’ll each have our privacy.”

“Okay.”

“Well…see you around.”

She didn’t respond. But as Luke descended the steps and crossed her lawn, he had the feeling she was watching him leave.

And hoping she wouldn’t be seeing him around.

He was back.

Kelsey couldn’t see him in the darkness. But she knew he was there. She could feel his presence. Behind her. Or in the woods on either side of her. Somewhere close.

Too close.

She had to get away.

Increasing her speed from a jog to a run, she pushed herself forward. Beads of sweat formed on her brow and began to trickle down her face. She shouldn’t have come out here alone at night.

Panic surged through her, and she ran harder. Trying to elude her pursuer.

But she couldn’t. He was faster. Stronger. She could hear his ragged breathing as he drew closer.

A sob rose in her throat. There were lights up ahead. People. Activity. In another two minutes she’d—

A hand gripped her arm.

Another clamped over her mouth.

She was yanked backward and dragged into the woods. She kicked. Twisted. Scratched. Nothing loosened the man’s vise-like grip. He slammed her to the ground. Pressed a knife to her throat. Told her if she screamed she’d die.

Waves of terror washed over her, sucking her down, down, down. And then the screams came anyway. Over and over and…

Kelsey shot upright in bed, chest heaving as she gasped for breath and choked back the terrified cries clawing their way past her throat. Slowly, the familiar outlines of her cozy room came into focus, illuminated by the soft light from the lamp she lit each night to keep darkness at bay.

She was safe.

Choking back a sob, she closed her eyes and forced herself to take deep, even breaths. To focus on a mental picture of the placid, sparkling lake outside her bungalow. To imagine drinking the rich hot chocolate Gram used to make.

The comforting images worked their magic. Her heart resumed its normal rhythm. Her respiration slowed. Her shaking subsided.

When she felt steadier, she swung her feet to the floor and stood, one hand resting on the new life growing within her as she padded through the snug bungalow, double-checking every lock. It had been more than three months since she’d had such a graphic dream. Once she moved here and settled into Gram’s house, they’d dissipated. Here, she’d felt safe.

But things had changed. Thanks to her new neighbor.

And he was going to be around until the end of the summer.

With a sigh, Kelsey made her way back to her bedroom.

It was going to be a long few weeks.

Chapter Two

“Teatime, my dear.”

Setting aside the pattern she’d been sketching, Kelsey swiveled away from her desk and toward the front of Not Your Grandmother’s Quilts. Dorothy Martin stood a few feet away, holding a delicate china cup of tea—and a plate containing two mini homemade scones.

Kelsey shook her head and smiled as she took the offering. “If you keep spoiling me like this, I’m going to have twenty extra pounds to lose after I have this baby.”

The older woman waved her objections aside and tucked one stray strand of white hair back into her perfect chignon. “Nonsense. You haven’t gained enough weight, if you ask me.”