Just Friends?

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For my family.

Contents

Prologue

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Sixteen

Chapter Seventeen

Chapter Eighteen

Chapter Nineteen

Coming Next Month

Prologue

It didn’t turn out at all the way Evan had intended.

When it started out, it was just supposed to be a quick trip home during a break between classes. He’d known she’d be home, too, because he’d made a point of finding out. Subtly, of course. It had never paid to show one’s cards too easily where Leandra Clay was concerned. She was too quick. Too smart.

Too…everything.

Fool that he was, though, in his determination to appear anything but obvious, he’d invited his dorm-mate.

Jake sure in hell hadn’t worried about being subtle.

One look at Leandra and he’d been a goner.

Evan’s fault. If he’d told Jake he’d already staked out that territory, his buddy wouldn’t have trespassed.

Problem was, Leandra hadn’t been Evan’s territory. Never had been.

So what had Evan done?

Nothing.

And now what was Evan doing?

Nothing.

Nothing except stand there in his suit and a tie that felt like it was strangling him, and lift his champagne glass the way all the other wedding guests were lifting theirs.

“To the bride and groom,” he managed to say. “We wish them a lifetime of happiness.”

Jake wore a tux, too, and Leandra looked like some princess out of a storybook in filmy white stuff from head to toe. Their arms were slung around each other, giddy grins on their faces.

They’d hardly let go of each other in the year since Evan had introduced them.

The couple drank to the toast, and to the others that followed, kissed softly, sweetly, and Evan turned away, downing the rest of his champagne. But no amount of alcohol was going to deaden the pain inside him.

He hadn’t spoken his piece when he should have.

“Hey, you.” Leandra had untangled herself from Jake and touched Evan’s arm. “Don’t go running off now. You’ve got to promise me a dance after Jake and I do our thing.”

He had to steel himself against flinching. “I was just going to find more of your dad’s fine bubbly.”

Her gaze, as rich as the fudge pudding Evan’s mom had made since his childhood, was sparkling and that sparkle was all for her brand-spanking-new husband. “I’m not sure I ever said thank you. You know. For introducing Jake and me. If it hadn’t been for you, we’d have never met.”

“What are friends for?”

She missed the dark note in his voice. Nothing in her world right now was dark.

She was Leandra Clay and she’d just married the man of her dreams.

She suddenly reached out and hugged him. A quick dip into sweet perfume and soft, rustling white gown. “Thanks.” Then she was moving away again, heading back to Jake, never knowing that she was taking Evan’s heart along with her.

No, things definitely hadn’t turned out at all the way he’d planned.

Chapter One

He woke to the sight of a strange man standing in his bedroom.

“Son of a—” Evan Taggart sat bolt upright, grabbing the bedding around his waist even as realization hit that the young guy with the lumberjack’s build wasn’t entirely a stranger. Nor was the red eye of the television camera the guy held entirely a surprise, either.

He stifled the ripe curse on his lips just in time to keep it from being captured for all eternity—or at least the viewing life of a certain cable television reality show. “I’ve never been videotaped in bed, with a woman or without, Ted,” he said grimly, “and I’ll be damned if we’re going to start here and now.”

Ted Richard’s grin was visible thanks to the annoying light he’d erected on a metal stand next to the bed, but he still didn’t lower the camera. “The producer would be a lot happier if you did have a woman under those sheets. Marian would figure it’d be good for ratings.”

Evan wasn’t amused. “How did you get in here?”

“Leandra always says Weaver is so safe that nobody ever locks anything. Guess she was right.”

Leandra.

Evan should have known. He squelched another oath, this time directed at Leandra Clay and her part in the farce his life seemed to have become over the past week. “Shut that thing off,” he warned. If he hadn’t been out nearly all night tending a sick bull, he would never have slept through an intrusion like Ted’s.

Not that this particular situation had ever arisen before.

Ted still didn’t lower the heavy camera from his shoulder. The distinctive red light on top of the thing stayed vividly bright. “Don’t shoot the messenger, dude,” he said easily. “I’m just doing my job.”

Ted’s job was to follow Evan Taggart around for six weeks for Walk in the Shoes, or WITS, the cable television show of which Leandra was an associate producer. “Nobody told me your job was to invade all of my privacy.”

Ted still didn’t seem fazed. Nor did the young guy seem inclined to turn off the camera. But he did turn his shaggy blond head when they heard the sound of footsteps on the stairs outside Evan’s bedroom.

A moment later, the woman responsible for Evan’s headaches of late practically skidded into the room. He got a glimpse of chocolate-brown eyes before Leandra turned her attention to her cameraman.

“Ted, turn off the camera. You shouldn’t even be here.” She hefted the enormous satchel that hung from her shoulder a little higher and raced a slender hand over her short, messy hair.

Evan grimaced when the cameraman obediently lowered the camera.

“I’ll just go back to the motel and catch a few more z’s,” Ted said cheerfully. “Any changes to today’s schedule?”

Evan caught Leandra’s gaze skittering over him before she shook her head and stepped out of Ted’s way. “Not yet. I’ll see you later.”

Ted nodded and took the heavy camera, his steps pounding far more loudly on the stairs than had Leandra’s. A moment later, they heard the sound of a door slamming.

Evan raked his hands through his hair, wishing he’d gotten more than the two measly hours of sleep he’d snagged. He needed all of his wits about him when it came to dealing with Leandra.

Leandra, who was still standing there in his bedroom, twisted her hands together at her waist. “Sorry about that,” she murmured.

For what? Bringing chaos to what was ordinarily a pretty peaceful life? Peaceful, just the way he liked it.

“I didn’t send him.” Apology turned down the corners of her soft lips. “And I came as soon as I knew he was here,” she added. As if that made up for everything.

Peaceful, he thought. Whatever had happened to it?

He’d grown up around Leandra. And her siblings. And her cousins, and there were plenty of ’em. But what on God’s green earth had he done wrong that every time he laid eyes on this particular Clay he felt a jolt?

Bad enough she’d once been married to one of his best friends.

Bad enough she’d chosen Jake over Evan in the first place.

“Well?” Her chin had come up. “Aren’t you going to say something?”

She wore loose flannel pants covered in cartoon chickens and a pink long-sleeved T-shirt with WITS printed over her breasts. The shirt did nothing to hide the fact that the woman was graced with all the appropriate curves. A woman who looked as if she’d bolted from her bed almost as precipitously as Evan. If she hadn’t, she’d have grabbed a jacket, at the very least.

He didn’t need the evidence staring him in the face to know it was pretty damn chilly outside.

It was September. It was Wyoming. It was four bloody o’clock in the morning, and he had Leandra Clay’s sexy body smiling at him through her shirt.

“I’ve never seen chickens wearing bunny slippers,” he finally drawled. “That the style out in California these days?”

Her lips pressed together. “That’s not what I meant.”

He was sure it hadn’t been.

And he was pleased with the tinge of red he could see in her cheeks as she turned off the blazing lamp that Ted had left behind.

Made him feel a little better at least.

Now he just needed to get her out of his bedroom.

Because it was 4:00 a.m. and she was Leandra Clay.

He grabbed the sheet and started to slide off the bed.

At the first sight of his bare legs, Leandra frowned and abruptly headed for the doorway. “I’ll, um, I’ll put on some coffee.”

He grunted. At least that would be something useful.

She glanced back at him and he dragged the sheet around himself, managing not to bare his butt to her eyes.

She fled, her footsteps racing down the staircase.

If he’d needed any hint that Leandra wasn’t the least bit interested in seeing his butt, he supposed he had it now.

He dropped the sheet back on the messy bed and went into the bathroom, slamming the door shut.

How in the hell had his life come to this?

The question required no searching thought when the simple answer was right downstairs putting on the brew.

He rummaged in the small pile of laundry he’d kicked into the bathroom the other day to keep the mess from being caught on tape. His clothes smelled of God-knew-what, but he pulled them on anyway, then went downstairs to face Leandra and her coffee.

But when he got there, the coffeepot still sat piteously empty.

“Thought you were putting on the java.”

“I was. Am.” She closed the refrigerator door with a soft rattle of bottles. “I can’t find the coffee.”

He opened the cupboard above the maker and pulled out the can. “Suppose you’re used to some fancy brand you grind yourself.”

She made a face but didn’t answer. Which probably was her answer.

Evan knew good and well that Jake—his good buddy Jake—liked his coffee expensive and ground only moments before it was brewed.

Why would Jake’s wife be any different?

Ex-wife, an internal voice reminded him. For all the good it did.

Evan was a fool. That’s what he was. Pure and simple.

And God didn’t protect fools by the name of Evan Taggart.

Punishment was the course, there. Punishment in the form of a golden-haired wisp whom he still didn’t have the good sense to say no to.

Now that sprite in question was eyeing him through the brown eyes that had always seemed too large for her heart-shaped face.

He dumped his simple, grocery-bought coffee into a fresh filter and shoved it into the coffeemaker. “You going to drink some of this?”

“If you’re offering.”

He pulled out the filter, added another scoop of ground coffee, and pushed it back in place. Before he could reach for the empty coffee carafe, she’d plucked it out of the sink and was rinsing and refilling it with water.

Their fingers brushed when she handed it to him.

He sloshed the water into the machine and hit the power button, not looking at her. A reassuring gurgle answered him. “I’m grabbing a shower before that peeping Tom comes back.”

“Ted’s not a pervert,” she called after him as he practically bolted from the room. “He’s doing what Marian told him to do.”

“Then maybe Marian’s the one who’s twisted,” Evan called back, heading up the stairs.

What had he been thinking when he’d agreed to be part of that stupid show?

What had she been thinking to approach Evan Taggart about WITS?

Leandra pushed her fingers through her hair, pressing the tips against her skull as if the pressure could relieve the throbbing ache inside. She’d figured that following the life of a good-looking veterinarian would be just the ticket for the show that had been her home for the past eighteen months. She’d figured that veterinarian would be her ex-husband, Jake Stallings, who, despite their divorced status, was usually willing to do most anything that Leandra asked of him.

Jake was everything that her boss, Marian Hughes, loved. Charismatic. Handsome. A veterinarian to a whole host of pampered celebrity pets.

But for reasons known only to Jake, he’d refused her request and reminded her instead about his friend from college.

Evan Taggart.

Evan, who wasn’t only Jake’s old friend, considering Leandra had known him since they were tots. He’d been as much a thorn in Leandra’s youth as he had been a friend, and he was the one who’d introduced Leandra to Jake when he’d brought his college mate home one weekend.

Huffing out a breath, remembering that she hadn’t even brushed her teeth when she’d made her mad dash over to Evan’s, she went to her purse and rummaged inside for her cosmetic case.

She could hear water rumbling in the old horse’s pipes and tried not to think too much about Evan upstairs in his shower.

It was bad enough to have seen him upstairs covered to the waist in a rumpled sheet.

She’d found herself wondering just what he’d had under that sheet. That, in itself was pretty darned disturbing.

She shook her head, trying to eradicate the image and yanked open the little case. She found her travel toothbrush and squirted toothpaste on it, then brushed her teeth at the kitchen sink, washed her face and streaked some water through her hair.

She had a pair of jeans and a shirt inside her bag, too, but she wasn’t going to change into them until she’d had her own shower.

Which she would have back at her cousin Sarah’s place, where she was staying for the duration of the WITS shoot.

She certainly wasn’t going to ask Evan if she could cop a soak in his bathroom. The man had made it more than plain that he considered every moment they spent together an intrusion in his life.

She still wasn’t certain what had made him agree to participate in the first place. Sure, they were friends from way back, and he and Jake were still buddies, but Evan’s consent had been a surprise to her. A pleasant surprise, even. That is, until she’d arrived with her crew the week before and came face-to-face with how disagreeable Evan could be—disagreeable and disturbing.

But she was pretty desperate to have this shoot go well. If it did—no, once it did—she’d finally get out from under Marian’s thumb and produce her own projects. And they wouldn’t involve any shirtless hometown veterinarians, either.

The pipes overhead gave an ominous groan. Leandra looked up at the ceiling, half expecting the pipes to burst right then and there. But the ceiling—plain white with not a speck of dirt or a cobweb in sight—remained intact until the demand ceased and the pipes went silent. Rather than be caught gawking at Evan’s spotlessly clean white walls, she hurriedly rummaged around in his refrigerator and cupboards and had the makings of breakfast well underway when he came back downstairs a while later.

“Smells good.” He walked across to the waiting coffee.

She wasn’t sure if he meant his coffee or the bacon and eggs. “Mmm.” She flipped the omelet with a toss of the pan and picked up her own mug of coffee, watching him over the rim.

At least he’d put on a shirt, even if it was just a white T-shirt that hugged every muscle from which good genes and an active lifestyle had graced him.

His jeans looked the same as the other pair he’d just had on. Except this pair was clean.

When it came down to it, all of Evan Taggart’s jeans looked pretty much the same.

Well-worn and sexy as hell on him.

Drat it all.

She buried her nose a little deeper in her coffee mug and reached for the spatula again.

Now was not the time for her libido to kick back to life after years of lying unconscious.

As far as Leandra was concerned, she preferred the unconscious state. Life was a lot less complicated that way.

She tipped the omelet onto a plate, drizzled hollandaise over it, then added toast and several slices of bacon and held it out to him.

He stared at the plate as if he’d never before focused those brilliant blue eyes of his on such a thing. “Jake always said you weren’t much one for cooking.”

“Is that going to keep you from eating it?” She gently waggled the plate. “It’s only bacon and eggs.”

“Fancy eggs.” He lifted the plate out of her hand and set it on the square oak table that he’d shoved against one wall of the kitchen. Presumably to make room for the modern playpen that took up a good portion of the center of the kitchen. The playpen was currently empty, but Leandra knew it was for babies that weren’t of the human variety. A few days earlier, it had contained a lamb. “You made enough for yourself, I hope,” he added when she just stood there like a bump.

Spurred, she began dishing up her own plate. “Girl’s gotta eat.” She settled herself across the table from him. “Hope you don’t mind that I made myself at home.”

The corner of his lips twitched. He angled a look at her from beneath long eyelashes that were practically pornographic. “I’m eating, aren’t I?”

He certainly was.

She watched him bite off a corner of toast and looked down at her own plate. Who needed a jacket in September when she was steaming from the inside out? She gulped down a mouthful of coffee and coughed at the intense heat.

“You okay?”

“Fine,” she lied a little hoarsely. “And I am sorry about Ted busting in on you this morning. If that had been on Marian’s schedule, I’d have talked her out of it.”

“Marian’s your boss. How would you plan to do that?”

“The same way I’ve talked her out of a few other ideas. How long was Ted here filming you?”

“Long enough to be satisfied when he left.”

Leandra couldn’t deny the truth of that. The guy had been perfectly agreeable about leaving. Which could mean that he’d gotten whatever shots Marian had been after. “At least you were alone.”

He gave her a measuring look. “Oh?”

She was appalled at the way her stomach dropped. She hadn’t stopped to consider the fact that Ted had clearly been filming for more than a few seconds. Had Evan had company who’d absented herself before Leandra came riding to her supposed rescue? “Weren’t you?”

His expression didn’t change and her nerves tightened even more. “Yes,” he finally said. “The only ones upstairs who didn’t belong there were you and your cameraman. And a helluva sight he was to wake up to. So how did you know he was here?”

Relief loosened her tongue. “Marian told me when we were speaking this morning.”

“You talk to your boss before four every morning?” He made it sound like an accusation.

“I do when she’s calling from the East Coast, where she’s filming another project, and is a few hours ahead of me.”

“That why you’re still in your pajamas? You jump out of bed to come rescue me, Leandra?”

Her cheeks went hot again. The truth of it was, once she’d heard that Marian had set Ted, unscheduled, upon Evan, she had pictured just that. Which was ridiculous. “You’re the least rescue-needing man I know,” she said truthfully. “And this outfit doesn’t have to be pajamas. It’s pants and a shirt.”

“Right.”

She decided not to argue the point. After all, she was sitting there in her pj’s.

“So, where did you learn to cook? I know it wasn’t at your mother’s knee. I remember Emily moaning about the fact that you were always too antsy to stand still long enough to listen to anything that concerned the kitchen.”

“There’s the problem working with someone you knew while growing up.” She wasn’t exactly thrilled with the notion that Evan knew so much about her.

“Well, if I hadn’t known you growing up, do you think I’d have agreed to this damn situation?” He raked his hair back with long fingers. The short strands were still damp from his shower, and they stood out in gleaming blue-black spikes. “Tell me again why this show is so important to you?”

“All of the stories we’ve done for WITS are important to me.”

His sharp focus didn’t budge from her face.

“Well, okay, the series focusing on you is a little more important. Do you have to debate every single thing I say?”

“Not every thing. The breakfast was good.”

“Small mercies,” she murmured.

“Which you didn’t explain, by the way.”

“Nuking bacon and tossing together an omelet doesn’t require an advanced degree.”

He dragged his toast through the hollandaise sauce. “This sauce stuff didn’t come out of a mix.”

She shrugged. “Just more butter and eggs and a little lemon juice. No big deal. What’s with all the lemons you have in your fridge, anyway?”

“My folks shipped them back while on vacation in Florida. And no changing the subject.”

“I learned a few tricks when I was in France.”

He went still for a moment.

France. Where she and Jake had gone on their honeymoon. And where Leandra had returned four years ago after their divorce. After they’d lost Emi.

Fortunately, Evan broke the tight silence when Leandra found herself unable to do so.

“Guess if you’re going to finally learn to cook, France is one place to do it.”

“I didn’t take a class. I just picked up a few things from Eduard.”

Evan’s eyebrows rose. “Ed-wa-ahrd?”

“Don’t give me that look.”

“What look? You’re a grown woman, Leandra. Free to take up with some French guy if you so please.”

She rose, gathering their plates to take to the sink. She wished she’d never brought up the topic of France.

“Does Jake know you met some guy over there?”

The plates clattered against the sink as she set them down. She flipped on the water and it splashed hard against the dishes, spattering the front of her T-shirt. “There’s nothing for Jake to know. We’re divorced, remember? We have been for several years now.”

“Yet you still went to him about doing this show before you came to me.”

Her nerves felt like a match had been lit against them. It’d never been a secret that Evan hadn’t been her first choice where WITS was concerned. “What’s the matter, Evan? Feeling second-best?”

It didn’t matter that Evan’s one-time crush on her felt about a million years ago; not when it had been inspired just because he’d been fighting with his girlfriend—who’d happened to be her cousin, Lucy. Leandra still felt catty the moment the words left her lips.

He didn’t look fazed, though, when he leaned his hip against the wood cabinet about a foot closer to her than was comfortable. “I guess if either one of us were worried about that, we wouldn’t be here, now would we.” His deep voice was smooth. Friendly. Easy.

Yet…not.

She frowned, feeling off-kilter. And she didn’t know why. Evan had never been serious about her despite that one time when he’d claimed otherwise. He’d been too busy being in love with her cousin. Only Lucy had gone on to New York after high school for a career in dance, and Evan had never been serious about anyone since.

Particularly in college when, according to Jake, Evan had become a complete love-’em-and-leave-’em kind of man.

“I’ll take your silence as agreement with me,” he said after a moment. He reached past her and shut off the water, his arm brushing her shoulder as he did so.

She barely managed to keep from jumping out of her skin. “I’m not worried about a single thing,” she assured him.