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“Does Being Here Alone With Me Bother You?” Letter to Reader Title Page PEGGY MORELAND Dedication Prologue Chapter One Chapter Two Chapter Three Chapter Four Chapter Five Chapter Six Chapter Seven Chapter Eight Epilogue Copyright
“Does Being Here Alone With Me Bother You?”
Jesse said, a sardonic smile curving one corner of his sexy mouth.
“No,” Mandy lied. “Though I wondered why you chose this place for us to meet.”
“But this is where it all began, Mandy. This is where our son was conceived. It’s the perfect place to discuss his future.”
He nodded toward the center of the grassy, moonlit glen. “I’d wait for you right there while you slipped out of your father’s house to meet your half-breed lover.”
Tears filled Mandy’s eyes. Oh, please, Jesse, she cried silently. Don’t do this.
But Jesse wasn’t through with her yet. He took a step closer, hooked a finger in the strand of hair that shadowed her face and dropped his lips to her neck.
Heat curled through her. “What do you want from me?” she whispered.
“My son.”
Dear Reader,
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Peggy Moreland
The Rancher’s Spittin’ Image
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PEGGY MORELAND
published her first romance with Silhouette in 1989. She’s a natural storyteller with a sense of humor that will tickle your fancy, and Peggy’s goal is to write a story that readers will remember long after the last page is turned. Winner of the 1992 National Reader’s Choice Award, and a 1994 RITA Award finalist, Peggy frequently appears on bestseller lists around the country. A native Texan, she and her family live in Round Rock, Texas.
To my Georgetown girlfriends, better known
as the WADY Birds: Kathy Craig, Cindy Davies,
Lali Ewan, Pam Fling, Susan Hoyt, Becky Kennedy and
Libby Wood. Thanks for welcoming me into the nest and
allowing me the opportunity to “fly” with you.
Prologue
Under the shadow of darkness and with only the moon’s silvery light to guide their movements, the young lovers rose from the rumpled blanket as one. Perspiration beaded their bodies in the sultry night air like an early morning dew, yet they clung to each other, replete but reluctant to let the other go.
They sighed and drew an arm’s length apart, looking deeply into each other’s eyes. Scents of crushed grass and wildflowers tangled with the headier scent of sex and filled their senses, making leaving that much more difficult.
Even though he was aware of the danger in lingering, Jesse dipped his head over Mandy’s again for one last kiss. “You need to go,” he whispered.
“I know,” she murmured. But the taste of him was wild and intoxicating and filled with enough of the forbidden that Mandy was reluctant to leave him. She splayed her fingers across the breadth of his chest and watched his eyes darken. The quickening of his heart beneath her palm brought a temptress smile to her swollen lips. “But maybe just a minute longer,” she suggested.
Her breath against his mouth was as tantalizingly sweet as the fingers that roamed his chest. Jesse caught her hands in his and drew them to his lips, wanting her again, as desperately as he had only moments before, but knowing they’d already stayed too long. “It’s too chancy, Mandy,” he warned. “At any moment someone might find you gone and come looking for you. If they found us—”
Mandy quickly pressed her lips to his, silencing him, not wanting to hear the dangers of their secret meetings voiced aloud. “They won’t,” she promised and dipped quickly to pick up her panties and bra. With shaking fingers she quickly donned them.
On a sigh, Jesse followed her lead, pulling on first his jeans, then his shirt, then dropping down on the blanket to tug on his socks and boots. But his eyes never left Mandy, watching as she frantically pushed buttons through holes in her blouse and shimmied into her jeans.
“Mandy,” he said, his slight Mexican accent caressing each syllable of her name as he reached for her hand. “My heart aches at the thought of leaving you.”
The poetry in him never ceased to amaze her and her blood warmed and thickened with her love for him. With a quivering smile, she threaded her fingers through his and braced herself as he used her weight to pull himself to his feet. Stepping nearer, she wrapped her arms around his waist and pressed her cheek against his chest.
“I—I’ll miss you,” she whispered brokenly, the lump in her throat making voicing the words difficult.
“No more than I’ll miss you,” he returned, squeezing her tightly against him. “When can we meet again?”
She lifted her face to his, wanting to take with her the memory of his handsome face, the love that glowed so vibrantly in his dark eyes. “Saturday. Daddy is going to San Antonio to a sale and won’t be back until Sunday, late.”
His brow furrowed. “But how will you slip away unnoticed?”
In the moonlight, her smile radiated confidence. “Don’t worry. I’ll think of a way.”
The sound of a dry twig snapping came from the protective arc of trees that surrounded their secluded spot. Jesse stiffened, his fingertips digging into Mandy’s neck as he pressed her face to his shoulder to stifle her cry of alarm. He cocked his head, listening, searching the perimeter for the source of the sound, praying that it was only an animal moving through the thick stand of trees on its nightly hunt for food. But as his gaze struck a bright sheen of polished metal gleaming in a beam of moonlight, he knew it wasn’t an animal he’d heard. It was something much worse, someone much more menacing.
He quickly shifted, placing himself between Mandy and the barrel of the rifle aimed at them. Even as he did, a man stepped from the shadows of the trees and into the moonlight The rifle was braced against his wide shoulder, its barrel aimed at Jesse’s chest.
“Jesse Barrister!”
Jesse heard Mandy’s sharp intake of breath, felt her fingers claw at his back as the roar of her father’s voice filled the night. Defiantly Jesse lifted his chin, meeting the angry gaze of Lucas McCloud.
“What do you want, McCloud?” he demanded.
“What’s mine.” With a snarl, Lucas took a step closer and waved the barrel of the gun. “Mandy! Get out from behind him, or I swear I’ll blow a hole clean through the both of you.”
The cold-blooded threat pushed ice through Jesse’s veins. “You’d kill your own daughter?”
“I’d rather see her dead than teamed with the likes of you. Now get out from behind him, Mandy.”
When Mandy shifted as if to obey the order, Jesse thrust his arms behind him to hold her in place. In doing so, he offered Lucas an even broader target for his aim. “You’re not on McCloud land,” he warned Lucas, “you’re on Barrister land. You don’t give the orders here. I do.”
Lucas barked a laugh, but kept the gun aimed dead on Jesse’s chest. “You bastard,” he spat out. “You don’t give orders here or anywhere. You’re nothing but the whelp of Wade’s Mexican whore.”
Jesse felt his blood heat at the insult. Not for himself. He’d long ago grown accustomed to the word bastard. But no one had the right to sully his mother’s name. “Bastard or not, I’m a Barrister, and no McCloud is welcome on Barrister land.”
Though Lucas’s gaze remained locked on Jesse’s, his words were for his daughter. “Did you hear that, Mandy?” he mocked. “No McCloud is welcome on Barrister land. And you are a McCloud.”
“She’s mine!” Jesse shot back before Mandy could answer. “And as soon as she’s of age, her name will be Barrister, not McCloud.”
The metallic grate of the rifle’s lever being rammed into firing position split the night in two. “Over my dead body,” Lucas roared. “No daughter of mine will ever carry the name Barrister. I’ll kill you first.”
Mandy jerked free of Jesse and threw herself in front of him, placing herself between her father and the man she loved.
“No, Daddy, please.” she sobbed. “I love Jesse.”
Lucas’s eyes narrowed, but he never lowered the rifle. Its barrel now pointed at the hollow at Mandy’s throat. “Get away from him, or I swear I’ll kill him for the thieving bastard that he is—and you right along with him.”
Before Jesse could stop her, Mandy raced across the space that separated them from her father and grabbed for the barrel, shoving it high in the air. The gun went off, the sound of its explosive report bouncing off the trees and echoing in the dark glen.
Knocked off-balance by Mandy’s attack, Lucas fell back a step, but quickly regained his footing, wrapping a thick muscled arm around Mandy’s waist and pulling her hard against his side.
Jesse lunged forward, but Lucas quickly one-armed the rifle back into position, stopping him.
“Jesse, please,” Mandy sobbed. “Go before he kills you.”
Jesse glared at Lucas McCloud, the hate that burned in him mirrored in the older man’s eyes. Slowly he shifted his gaze to Mandy’s. Even more slowly he lifted a hand to her, his palm up in silent entreaty. “Come with me, Mandy. Come with me now. We can leave here, we can go somewhere where your father will never find us.”
“I’ll find you,” Lucas warned, his voice low and threatening. “There’s not a hole deep enough for you to crawl into where I can’t find you. And when I do, I’ll kill you.”
Mandy looked at Jesse through eyes blurred with tears, torn between her love for her father and the man who owned her heart. She knew her father would make good his promise. He hated all the Barristers; the feud between the two neighboring ranches had raged for four generations. But he hated Jesse most of all, not only because he was Wade Barrister’s illegitimate son, but because Lucas could never see beyond the color of Jesse’s skin or the Mexican accent that no amount of Americanization had been able to erase.
She knew she could find a way for them to be together. She just needed time to think, to formulate a plan. Even if it meant waiting the few months that stretched between this night and her eighteenth birthday before she saw him again, she knew her love for Jesse would survive the separation. Especially when the reward at the end was that they could be together forever.
Unable to stand the rawness of his expression, the love and expectancy that gleamed in his eyes, she dropped her gaze, praying that he would understand. “No, Jesse. I can’t.”
For a moment he seemed stunned by her response, then his body slowly stiffened and his hands closed into fists at his sides. With a savage cry, he lunged, his arms raised, his fingers curled as if already closing around the neck of the man who threatened his happiness, the man who stood between him and the woman he loved.
A shot rang out, deafening Mandy. She clapped her hands over her ears, her body throbbing with the rifle’s report. The scene in front of her slipped into slow motion and she watched Jesse’s eyes widen, his face twist in pain. The impact of the blast spun him to the left and she watched in silent horror as he staggered two steps, then crumpled to the ground.
Mandy’s scream ruptured the night. “Jesse! No-o-ooo!”
One
The three women stood, shoulders almost touching, staring up at the portrait of their father that had hung over the fireplace in the den of their family home for over twenty years. Pictured astride his horse, the aptly named Satan, Lucas McCloud seemed a man born to a saddle. The artist had captured him leaning forward slightly with his forearm braced casually atop the saddle horn and the bridle’s leather reins gathered loosely in his opposite hand.
Set against a panorama of blue Texas sky and the rocky hills and green meadows that made up the Double-Cross Heart Ranch, both rider and horse appeared indomitable. One could almost feel the stallion’s wildness captured by the artist’s brush. Standing on a slab of limestone that jutted from a high ridge, with his ears cocked forward, his head held high, the horse met the viewer’s gaze with an arrogance, a ripple of muscled strength, a compelling dominance that equaled that of the man on his back.
And no one was more aware of these traits than the three women who stood staring up at the portrait. They’d stood just so every year on this same date for eleven years, to mourn as well as honor the man pictured above them.
Yet anyone who saw them together would never dream the three were sisters, that they shared the same parents, the same pool of genes. The daughters of Lucas McCloud were as different in personality as they were in looks.
Mandy, the oldest, stood to the left of the portrait, her hands molded around a mug of steaming coffee. An almost fragile look disguised a deep inner strength and a will that matched that of the man who’d spawned her. Thick auburn hair brushed her slim shoulders, a testament to her femininity, while a denim work shirt and faded jeans, her standard wear, hid her soft curves. Her chin was tipped high, almost in defiance, with only the slight tremble in her lips giving her emotions away as she stared up at the painting of her father.
Samantha, or Sam as her family called her—a much more fitting name for the tomboy of the family—stood in the middle, the tips of her fingers tucked rigidly into the front pockets of her faded jeans. Raven-black hair, scraped back in a ponytail, hung almost to the middle of her back. Though tears burned behind her eyes, her lips remained pressed together, showing no emotion as she stared at the man who’d dominated her life until his death.
Merideth held the position at the right, her long graceful fingers wound negligently around a crystal wineglass. Taller than the others by two inches, Merideth was often mistaken as the oldest...but one look at the pouty lips, the bored expression, quickly gave away her position of honor as the baby of the family. Her sisters, the McCloud housekeeper and everyone else who came in contact with Merideth had succeeded in spoiling her rotten after her mother’s untimely death in a car accident by giving in to her fits of temper, her unending demands. Lucas was the only one who’d had the grit to stand firm against her, refusing to give her what she truly wanted most...a one-way ticket away from the confines of the Double-Cross Heart Ranch.
With a sigh, Merideth turned away from the portrait, tucking a stray lock of blond hair behind her ear. “Well, I for one am glad he’s gone.”
Horrified, Mandy wheeled to stare at her. “Merideth!”
Merideth shrugged as she sank fluidly onto the leather sofa, drawing one slender foot beneath her. She pushed out her lower lip and jutted her chin in the famous pout that had earned her the nickname “the woman America most loves to hate” from Soap Opera Digest. “Well, it’s the truth,” she said disagreeably. “He was mean and domineering and controlled our lives until the day he died.” She lifted her gaze, meeting Mandy’s shocked one with one of defiance. “You, of all people, can attest to that.”
Though her cheeks reddened with heat, Mandy tightened her grip on her mug and managed to keep her tone even. “He was our father,” she returned. “He loved us—in his way. Besides,” she added emphatically, “it was his wealth that enabled all of us to achieve our dreams. You should at least be grateful for that.”
Merideth dipped her chin, peering at Mandy from beneath one neatly arched brow. “Our dreams?” she repeated, drilling Mandy with a look that had sent stage directors and makeup artists alike running for cover.
“Back off, Merideth,” Sam warned as she, too, turned away from the portrait.
“Oh, for heaven’s sake!” she exclaimed in annoyance, shifting her gaze to Sam. “It’s true and you know it. You were able to go to veterinary school, which Daddy would never have allowed if he’d lived, and I bought a ticket to New York and the means to live as high as I want while I do what I’ve always wanted to do, act. But what did Mandy get? Hmmm?” she quizzed pointedly as she turned to Mandy for an answer.
“I got the ranch,” Mandy murmured, turning away.
“We all got the ranch,” Merideth reminded her. “But you were the only one who wanted to continue to live here and run the place. What I want to know is what Daddy’s wealth bought you. Was it able to buy you your dreams?”
Mandy felt the tension build in her back as Merideth’s words stabbed into old wounds still unhealed. “I have the money. I’ve just never chosen to spend it... until now.”
Merideth immediately sat up, dropping her foot to the floor and scooting to the edge of the sofa. “Now?” she repeated, then quickly shook her head, shoving out a hand to stop Mandy before she could reply. “Oh, puh-l-e-e-ease tell me you’re not going to buy some new exotic breed of cattle to run, or build some new monstrosity of a barn on the Double-Cross?”
Mandy turned back, glancing first at Sam, then Merideth. “No. I’m going to buy the Circle Bar.”
Merideth bolted to her feet while Sam’s eyes widened in shock. Both women were more than familiar with the Circle Bar, the ranch that bordered their own, and with the feud that had raged between the two for four generations.
It was Sam who found her tongue first. “You’re going to buy the Circle Bar? B-but why?” she stammered.
“Because I’ve heard that it might be for sale,” Mandy replied, lifting her chin, praying her two sisters would leave it at that. But she should have known better. Merideth, especially, would never accept such a vague response.
“Reason enough if you had a need for it...which you don’t.” Merideth narrowed her eyes suspiciously. “So what’s the real reason behind your interest in the Circle Bar? Do you think that it will bring Jes—”
“No!” Mandy all but shouted to keep Merideth from fully saying the name out loud. “I’m buying it for Jaime. He has a right to some portion of his heritage.”
The quietest and at times the most softhearted of the three, Sam moved to Mandy’s side, draping a sympathetic arm over her sister’s shoulder. “Jaime doesn’t need the Circle Bar,” she comforted. “He’s got you and the Double-Cross. He doesn’t need anything from the Barristers.”
Though she understood Sam’s reasoning and appreciated the show of support, Mandy stepped from beneath her sister’s arm, tightening her fingers around the ceramic mug. “I think he does...or will, at the very least. I can’t give him his father, but I can give him a link with his past.”
Merideth lifted her hands heavenward, then dropped them limply to her sides in frustration. “It’s a good thing Daddy’s gone because if he heard you talking such nonsense, he’d lock you in your room for the rest of your life!”
Mandy turned her eyes on Merideth, meeting her sister’s gaze steadily. “But that’s just it. Daddy is gone. He can’t stop me from doing what I want anymore.” She set her mug on the desk, then rounded it, dropping onto the sofa next to Merideth. “There’ve been rumors since Wade Barrister’s death that the Circle Bar might be put up for sale. If anyone deserves to own it, Jaime does.”
“Whether that’s true or not is irrelevant,” Merideth argued. “You know as well as I do that Margo Barrister would never sell the Circle Bar to a McCloud.”
A sly smile turned up the corner of Mandy’s mouth. “She’ll never know until it’s too late.”
Merideth reared back, looking at Mandy askance. “And how in the world do you think you can buy the ranch without Margo being the wiser? After all, she is Wade’s widow.”
“I’ve already thought all this out. I’m going to talk to my lawyer tomorrow. I’m going to request that he set up a dummy corporation, one that can’t possibly be traced back to me. The corporation will buy the property, then, when Jaime’s of age, I’ll change the deed to his name. He’ll have an inheritance of sorts. Something that no one can deny him.”
Merideth, who prided herself on her ability to work a situation to her favor, acknowledged Mandy’s cleverness with a spattering of applause, then rubbed her palms together with glee. “Margo will be furious!”
Mandy’s smile broadened. “Yes, she will won’t she?”
Merideth fell back against the sofa, hooting at the ceiling. “Oh, I hope I’m there to see her face when she finds out the news. The old biddy. It’ll serve her right for all her wicked ways.”
Sam didn’t accept the news with the same enthusiasm. She, too, crossed to the sofa and sank down next to Mandy, concern for her sister wrinkling her forehead. “Are you sure you know what you’re doing? Sometimes it’s best to let the past alone. You might be borrowing trouble if you go through with this. Margo won’t take something like this lying down.”
Mandy slipped her hand into Sam’s and squeezed. “But it will be too late for her to do anything about it. The land will be mine by then. The damage will already be done.”
Merideth sat up and stretched her hand across Mandy’s lap to add hers to those of her sisters. “Well, I for one stand behind you. I may not agree with your reasons for buying the Circle Bar, but I certainly respect your right to do what you want with the money Daddy left you. In fact, I think it’s rather like poetic justice, don’t you?” She glanced up at the portrait of her father and smiled. “In fact, darling Daddy is probably turning over in his grave right now.”
Mandy stepped from her lawyer’s office and paused just outside the door. She released her pent-up breath in a long shuddery sigh. She’d done it. She’d set the wheels in motion. She’d signed all the papers required to set up the dummy corporation and she’d given her lawyer power of attorney to act on her behalf. Now the wait began.
She caught her lower lip between her teeth as the implications behind her actions set in. Had she done the right thing? she worried silently. Was she in fact borrowing trouble as Sam had suggested? She gave herself a firm shake and made herself take that first step toward the bank of elevators at the end of the long hall and the journey home to the Double-Cross.
No, she told herself firmly. Jaime deserved the Circle Bar. He’d been denied enough in his short life. He was due an inheritance, a part of his heritage denied by the illegitimacy of his birth.