Moscow is silent. Selected poems

© Egor Rybakov, 2024

ISBN 978-5-0055-0016-8

Создано в интеллектуальной издательской системе Ridero

Love is pure

Love is pure, unpretentious and young

And it never demands from you, does not ask,

To please us with fate was born,

Always in a cloudless world carries us away.

She lives in the eyes of a child since childhood,

In moments of joy and eternal knowledge,

It has become a long-awaited joy for the bride,

Carries with it all the tenderness and suffering.

She can be barely visible and unpretentious,

In noticeable dimples in cheeks and a smile,

That warms the soul, free, so bashful,

And it can slip away, it is unsteady.

And let it seem to you that all this is ostentatious,

Emotions are callous, a smile is stretched, tenderness,

Not everyone can enjoy that spring

To open up to feelings, to be serene again.

After all, many are unaware of all these experiences,

They only know from movies and romance books

Others are disappointed, for them – suffering,

And they quench the bitterness in the knowledge of wine, intrigue.

Love cannot be ostentatious, in quotes,

She was born to suffer and rise again

She lives only with those who believe in fairy tales,

And it will become pleasure, faith and support.

Love is different, open and naive,

Slightly hidden, wide open, where feelings are at a break,

So demanding and sad and happy

But more often we are carried away into the distance like a sincere impulse.

Kristina s phenomenon

My mystery and my innermost secret,

It’s so good with you and my soul is pleasant

I can’t live a day without you

Lost peace and soul irrevocably.

You’re so free like a bird in the sky

You fly without barriers, crossing countries,

So graceful, like a wondrous swan,

I will not stop loving you in separation.

Come down to me in the arms of the clouds

Breathe into me all the tenderness, grace,

With you, everything is clear and easy together,

From now on I am ready to kiss your hands forever.

Tell me that you will never let me go

You will love meekly and tenderly,

And our life will become only full of gifts,

I am attached to you sincerely and hopelessly.

Your tenderness heals my heart

You are my eternal bliss

And sometimes a constant migraine

Perfection of all nature,

And in the spring, my blooming lilac.

You are my charm, grace

As the summer is warm all year round

I’m ready to disappear with you,

You are my medicine for adversity.

You are the light and the sun in the early morning

Dawn in the night… lightning in the dark

For some reason I am attached to you

I know you, the rest is lies.

Your persistence is inspiring

And beauty attracts strongly

Confidence helps a lot

And before you the enemies are powerless.

Your tenderness heals my heart

Fills the soul with warm bliss

And I often remember our meetings

For the wounded bird, it became the sky.

And in my dreams I fly towards you,

To enjoy the beauty of flight

Our earthly paradise will be with you forever,

Will connect love and tender care.

She flew up and rushed to him like the wind

Before that she lived only in the gloom of the night,

And nothing at all pleased in this world,

I met amazing sunsets outside the window

A constant sadness reigned in her apartment.

I met him on a weekday so accidentally,

And plunged into his eyes as if into the ocean,

And this sensation was sweet in a new way

It was as if light was breaking through the fog.

And she became his fantasy and passion,

Filling his dreams with extraordinary beauty,

And my heart was so torn from a secret attraction,

And since then, her whole attitude has changed.

He created her from his dreams and all his fantasies,

Filling the soul forever with awe and grace,

And at the meeting he stuttered, and his legs were already trembling,

She resignedly stretched into a gentle embrace.

And suddenly her gray world changed again,

Longing and pain, all worries disappeared without a trace,

And since childhood, no one has treated so well,

His words were like blessed water for her.

She flew up and rushed to him like the wind,

Fearing nothing more in this wonderful world,

And she was amazingly beautiful at dawn

Taking dreams and fantasies like magic.

Tenderness

I love you, my wondrous creation,

You came down to me from those heavens

Where angels invite you on a date

And my heart aches from the abundance of miracles.

Eyes will warm me all year round

And the voice will absorb my character

With you on the wave, as if in unison,

My favorite idol, my fairway.

These memories are languishing in me

Breaking my heart endlessly

Sometimes, like champagne sparkles,

In a dream, I rush into the clouds again.

Where love knows no boundaries

Where they believe constantly, always wait,

They don’t play on the feelings of the passionate,

Where you are missed and called.

Digital generation

Years go by, time goes by quickly

Progress is moving forward rapidly,

For a long time not decari, but a digital tribe,

And the turbulent current won’t wait for anyone.

How did the stormy movement begin?

From computers, they entered our house,

And they became for children as a delight,

And our children write by hand with difficulty.

Mobile phones followed them,

Connecting everyone at once, everywhere and everywhere,

And the children found joy and communication in them,

They are so excited about this outlandish miracle.

Then tablets joined the family

And you can even have fun in the bathroom,

They filled your life with delight,

And to be always online is nirvana for you.

And constantly plunging into this world,

We may never return

And the children go out of the apartments a little,

The desire for progress is driving nowhere.

Live communication has become less,

Just sms, watsap and smiles,

And digitally created a social network,

Only files live in your head.

And I forgot how to get acquainted outside the network,

All our youth are online

Save them, they are our children,

Otherwise, say goodbye to the future.

How angels and children love since birth

Her eyes warmed his wounded soul immensely

He loved her constant attention so much

With perseverance I was afraid to destroy this miracle,

And the look was perceived as a gentle touch.

Years passed, he began to get used to it immensely,

To her smiles, tremors and languid breathing,

And I realized that I was not able to breathe without her,

And succumbed so timidly to the voice and charm.

Their meetings filled this life with meaning,

He felt her heart beating to tear

And even though I hurried to other things in the past,

I contemplated the moment that was insanely so beautiful.

I think it was no coincidence that I met at that moment,

And she warmed my heart with tenderness and grace,

In those days I got a whole ocean of love in return

And passion, as an addition to anxious happiness.

Love without plans and strategies, just like that,

How angels and children love since birth,

I cursed myself constantly, but alas, there is no turning back,

And our paths and destinies parted, unfortunately.

Sad angel

(from a woman’s face)

As the sun rises, nature blooms

Birds chirp, announcing a new day,

And with warm rays around everything comes to life,

Waking up is so gratifying in the sleepy silence.

And life is beautiful and vacation is ahead,

Work is a joy, we will postpone it until autumn,

And the sea awaits us; worries behind

I ask you not to bother with phone calls in the summer.

I only miss you, my beloved angel,

And my soul in the evening is so sad sometimes,

For a long time I became dear to me, dear devil,

And without you, problems are just nonsense

I didn’t know before how my heart aches,

From parting, longing and bitterness inside,

And forever the heart without you groans with tears,

I look forward to your steps.

You will come to me, my dear and dear,

Tell me how you missed me when you were away

You live and breathe forever only me

You remember separation as a mental anguish.

And you are my prince, and I am the magic princess,

We were born with you from a fabulous country,

And without you I can’t find myself any more place,

We will be together and we are faithful to each other.

What is love like?

Love is like a warm and tender summer

To the sound of water flowing from a stormy stream,

To the mystery of nature waiting for the dawn,

The smell of freshness after a summer rain.

Still so similar to the flight of a free bird,

That rushes in the sky, knowing no obstacles,

For gatherings over the fire right before the lightning,

It is similar in color to lilac, and to grape taste in taste.

To the touch of a mother and a glance of a sister,

What is constantly protected and carefully stored,

Long-awaited coolness from the dry heat

On loving eyes that only look at you.

Kristina s dreams

Why do you come to me in my dreams?

And you constantly disturb my soul,

You drive me crazy all the time

And he destroyed my dreams with his behavior.

I have already forgotten you, like a mild illness,

And threw all your gifts out of the house

And day after day you torment me in a dream

Alas, I can’t get away from such a park.

I beg you, do not even remember in your dreams

And forget all that is good and precious

Fly away to the world of your dreams,

Oblivion has taken possession of you completely.

The world of your fantasies is alien and unfamiliar to me

And all your efforts are surprisingly in vain

The head is filled with an incomprehensible draft

Your enchantment over me has long ceased to dominate.

She flew up and rushed towards him like the wind

Before that she lived only in the gloom of the night,

And nothing at all pleased in this world,

I met amazing sunsets outside the window

A constant sadness reigned in her apartment.

I met him on a weekday so accidentally,

And plunged into his eyes as if into the ocean,

And this sensation was sweet in a new way

It was as if light was breaking through the fog.

And she became his fantasy and passion,

Filling his dreams with extraordinary beauty,

And my heart was so torn from a secret attraction,

And since then, her whole attitude has changed.

He created her from his dreams and all his fantasies,

Filling the soul forever with trembling and grace,

And at the meeting he stuttered, and his legs were already trembling,

She resignedly stretched into a gentle embrace.

And suddenly her gray world changed again,

Longing and pain, all worries disappeared without a trace,

And since childhood, no one has treated so well,

His words were like blessed water for her.

She flew up and rushed to him like the wind,

Fearing nothing more in this wonderful world,

And she was amazingly beautiful at dawn

Taking dreams and fantasies like magic.

Bring Kristina back

Wonderful days have passed and autumn is on the doorstep

Rains without interruption, they are no longer pleasing for a long time,

My soul hurts and my heart is always aching with anxiety,

A string of everyday life, everything is like a black and white movie.

And not to see the sun and again the darkness in the soul,

With your departure, everything is gloomy and unpretentious,

I live in a whirlwind, in weightlessness and emptiness,

I seek justice in the stream of false truth.

Days go by and again my thoughts of you

How do you live, what you breathe, believe and call,

And without your love I am completely weak

Tired of unpretentious thoughts and ignoramuses.

And again I listen to the silence

I can easily recognize you by the steps and voice of my own,

I see you again dozing and half asleep,

Our parting mercilessly eternally cuts in a living way.

And every time I call you again before sleep

I can’t find a reason for our parting

I reach for you for light and sincere warmth,

Please and I beg you to return Kristina to us.

Kristina s love

Your gentle look warms the soul

Penetrates right into a wounded heart

And I will never destroy earthly paradise,

And you will fill it with wisdom like a baby.

Ask me to hug you tighter

Kiss gently right on my lips

A passionate evening will bloom with love,

And the eternal worries will subside.

And my heart beats, always breaking

From tender feelings and stormy passion,

And every day I enjoy you

From now on, I am constantly in your power.

Your love protects and keeps me

From the imperfection of the world and adversity,

You attract me forever like a magnet

Our sweet sunrise rushes to the meeting.

My soul flies up to the sky all the time

Kristina’s love is true happiness

My princess, you are loved and desired

I was bewitched by a magical passion.

For Kristina

Passions are raging, blood is boiling,

I’ve been waiting for you for a long time, I’m a dear girl,

My love is probably still sleeping

She yawns, stretches herself up.

And may not I warm you in the morning,

You will not tell me your sorrows

I love you like my own sister

Let’s just communicate as in the beginning.

How can you not love such a beauty?

You have always charmed me,

Stay with me, please, do not need someone else’s,

And the hairstyle, look and outfit delights everyone.

Or maybe you will remember me for a moment?

Suddenly your heart will miss without love

Excuse me for disturbing me, by chance I appeared,

I’ll come to you right away, you just call me.

You don’t trust anyone, I understand you

Too much pain, worries and grievances

You always drown from human attention,

Your mobile constantly vibrates and rings.

Dap was anger, envy, misunderstanding,

We were not talking a couple, you are just different,

I was too persistent, I have no excuse

Illuminated my life, I was wrong, wandering in the gloom.

Let go of you, fly my dear dear,

The heart no longer hurts, does not ache, dying,

This is what it is: love-wicked, earthly,

It burns constantly, like ice water in winter.

Let

Let the weak be a man

But not when all the weakness is exposed,

Surely he can be unshakable

And he will never cry in front of a woman

Let him be open

What truth would not cut your eyes,

In his soul he will become so great

Honesty, kindness will always touch him.

Let the insecure be him

And rely as the only light

Don’t reject all the questions why,

After all, he wants to know the answers sincerely.

Let me forget you for a moment

Don’t remind me of my presence every minute

All in order for all discord to subside,

And his character and heel did not kill him at all.

Let me finally just stop loving you,

After all, human feelings are so impermanent

Let how he just wants to live,

Although his language is not perfect.

To the stars

Satisfied with peace, hopes, love,

You were so eager up, straight into the clouds

Old hopes stubbornly called new,

And she was in a hurry again, to be sure.

Where it is so beautiful, quiet and free,

Where they please and forever praise without end,

Where anyone could be a companion

Rejecting dreams, she penetrated into voices again.

I was in such a hurry, tirelessly and whimsically,

Through cities, patricians and countries,

As if this path is so important

And with every step it got weird.

You penetrated souls, destroying all foundations,

She rejected everything and took her lies for the beginning,

And again she was so eager, became brave and harsh,

To incomprehensible stars, and my love is just near.

Tenderness 2

One early morning on weekdays

You will come up to me and kiss me without looking

You will hug tightly, you will not hide from friends,

I will see tenderness in such a dear and close look.

Pull your shoulder and take it with you to the cafe

Drink your favorite coffee without hesitation

As if not an acquaintance, but the most important I am the prefect,

And I will listen to the voice in the surrounding noise.

You will draw me to you so persistently and tenderly,

You will tell about your love and warm feelings,

I will admire you like a bird in the sky,

And you will become my cure for eternal dissipation.

Tell quietly about all your mistakes in life

That I got lost and didn’t know what you did yourself,

That I have become so important and completely superfluous,

And you ran away from sincere happiness and goodness.

Love me always…

Love me… in a stormy spring,

When the streams flow around

And everyone is in good mood,

And the sun shines in the blue sky.

Love me… in a fierce winter,

When a blizzard rages outside the window

When the moon covers the sky with darkness,

And you constantly remember the sea coast.

And in the fall… do not forget to warm me,

So I want your warmth and affection,

Do not disappear at all in work,

Come to me to warm up without fear.

And in the summer… God commanded to love always,

When nature is… so gentle and good,

You will carry your love through the years

Your body and soul will live in bliss.

Love me when i’m weak or strong

When healthy as a bull… or sick,

When I’m an adult or infantile

When… I hardly know my language.

Love me… when I reject you

Sometimes you gently dip into the coolness

I’m used to you… without flattery, I confess

Be near you… always love me…

Fallen Angel

Recently you soared in the sky

Feeding on the sun, warm wind

And this world was wonderful, magic,

And everything was great this summer.

As soon as the golden autumn has come,

You wanted to know the hidden prohibitions

Your friend tasted the sweet fruit

And on this day you took off your vows.

You have recognized passion, languor, lust,

You enjoyed it all to the fullest,

Thought life wasn’t so bad

And all the fuss around is just one vanity.

Years passed and got much older

And everything is boring, it does not please at all,

And I remembered how wonderful it was before

As day after day I dreamed, did not know the problems.

And then one early warm morning,

You greased your wings, rubbed and combed

But the skills, unfortunately, are vaguely remembered,

Without modesty, he put himself on a pedestal.

And the whole day you remembered your flights,

As I rushed to the sky, I flew there for a long time,

You have not experienced long falls and ups,

And you were happy, loved, bored, dreamed.

And a little towards evening the fallen angel cried,

That I wanted so headlong to go to heaven,

And soon he fell asleep, was very tired,

And only in a dream… he flew up like a bird boldly.

In search of a feminine ideal

When your boy is growing up

He reaches out to his mother with his soul,

He always trusts his secrets,

And sometimes he turns for advice.

Sister will always warm, protect,

Will prompt and cheer you up,

And all the insults will drown out the string,

And will always embrace you tenderly.

You trust your friend with tender dreams

She will warm, caress with her heart,

And he will often go to dreams,

Undoubtedly, you will not forget it, believe me.

And soon he will turn into a man,

And childhood dreams will remain in the soul

And he will look for half,

Or maybe he can trust his fate.

And may he meet the female ideal,

And I’m not talking about a model standard,

And the one whom I dreamed of for a long time in a dream,

To whom is he ready to kiss his palms forever.

And this is happiness if he knew that ideal,

It will be much easier for him in this life,

I have no doubt that I’ve seen a lot of beauties,

But he will never forget that one.

Listen to me future mothers

Protect and cherish your daughters,

After all, they are, of course, future ladies,

Be patient and kind with them.

Let’s educate, help in life,

So that we thank God that they are,

And there will be only our quivering thoughts about them,

And we prayed for the desire for communication and meetings.

Words are like the wind

Words like the wind fill the air

Give support and hope to the discouraged

And the love and passion of war are not afraid,

It means that it is not destiny to become bitter to him.

Soulful words warm and cherish us,

Will fill with paints of passions melancholy,

Compliments make girls blush

And they will gladly show you all of Moscow.

And as a tool they possess,

To offend, hurt or hurt,

Who does not know how to defend… will suffer,

We will make these offenders feel sorry for them.

Words are desperate

When brought to the edge and pushed

They are not in danger of any repentance,

Their insolence is only indulged.

People love each other more,

Give happiness, do not push into the pool,

To appreciate words, admit it is a great merit!!!

Words are like the wind… fill the air…

Tell me mom why do all people lie?

Tell me mom why do all people lie?

Because the sky is blue and the sun is red

«Such things are always called the truth from now on,

After all, our word is beautiful and dangerous.»

Tell me why you need such friends?

That they throw mud, spread gossip,

«They are not close to you for a long time, they are different,

Don’t listen to them, they are broadcasting news and nonsense.»

Why love when she forgets everything?

Coos, soon, not far from another,

«She doesn’t love you, the way the cat plays with you,

From now on, you will always remain a stranger to her.»

So where is the truth, mom, tell me?

How can I live in a world of fear and temptation?

«My dear, be honest with your soul,

She will not be subject to the elements and grief …»